Booze...

Im not addicted..im not desperate...or maybe..heh...nvm...its already 2nd of december,this morning i sit for my finals...it was easy...i dunno why...my friends would kill me if said that in front of them....but,what the heck...i dont give a damn...now my mind is focusing on Damai!! The reason why me & my friends went to damai every end of the year is mainly cuz of the beach,the view the peacefull night and of course...Booze....if there is no booze,then its no fun at all...seriously...you could'nt live without it...since i know a girl name Sherry(iboh terasa,this is a compliment,hehe).....we went out clubbing always..so yea..booze booze booze...ive seen it always..lets just say every week..heh....the only booze i would like is Vodka!! but during clubbing,we always ended up with chivas...huh...im getting tired of it....haha...and i cant wait for damai..cuz i'll be bringing Vodka!!!

Absolut Vodka!



This boooze only appear in front of me when KING PAUL is with us...

The ever popular....Chivas regal..


Thats my top 3 of booze....hehe..

As the days passes by..

Its been 2 & a half month already since i 1st start my college....and it has been great,even if i had to catch up with the subjects...but i manage to complete every single assignments by this week....i had a great time alongside some new friends i've met.....we've all spent alot of time hanging out instead of doing our works...even the lecturers had given us warning,but we still behave the way we are...heh....now the semester has end...& i still had 2 final exams left,that is Moral studies & Communication Studies...which are...quite easy....haha...seriously! It is...

Oh well..i cant wait for nex semester....gt 2 & a half month to waste....

The Class Of Design....this was after our Final Presentation..

The Happenings..

Its been a busy month for me.....from church work,clubbing to college assingments....its non-stop...i cant barely stand the burden that i have these days....but i tried my best to be happy with it, i shouldn't be complaining too much,since i wanted it tho....heh...here are some pictures....it will explaine everything...

Clubbing at Mojo
Vain...NOT!!

I dont have to explaine....danson was high....

Since he came back...we just cant stop going out 24-7...its great to have danson back...
Sounds so gay...i notice that...*sights*

Server's Dinner At Kingwood Inn

Me,Fredonia & Fay

After The clubbing week...i went for the Server's Dinner at Kingwood Inn..too bad,my eye was bruised due to futsal match the nite before...


Now this is Vain....exclude me...heh


My bruised eye...while el(mom) is trying to take a pic of us...


Me,El & Winnie...nice pic...

but then.....


So called Cat Fight between me & winnie...haha...while el sempat posing for the camera...

Shisha At Little Lebanon


This was after Shisha....i'll upload sum pic of us shihsha-ing.....soon...

And finally....My Group Project called "Innovate Sarawak"...Its our final project....& its gives us alot of stress working on a A1 or A0 canvas......we were given 3-6 weeks to do...but we started las min...heh...thats what every student does...


This is our canvas....& our sketching...I know,there's pink....since the lecturers wanted us to make it look striking...so....we did....heh...we do had sum fun time while doing the canvas.....

Thats all for now.....

TAGGED BY TIM

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instructions with your picture.
5. Tag 10 people to do this.

Sherry

Chrislynn

John De Damn

Dancy Boy



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Cheap!

Last Saturday nite....was an embarassing nite...for me.... *sights* Thx alot John...

It aint a long story...that nite me & john went to watch ManUtd match at lou yaw....which ended up in dissapointment...they draw.....huh....anyway, then we went to Links to pick up Sherry,cuz she was in at the UCS Prom Nite, at the same time....me & john desperately try to find a parking space cuz we wanted to pee....(real bad)......we were searching the whole place like a bunch of retartds....so we went to Links..which happens to be a club....

After done pee-ing??........uh,watever....ignore my bad english....& yes Im Sober NOW!

Anyways,while waiting for Sherry, John Suggest that we should drink sum beers while waiting...I dissagree at 1st,cuz for 2 days in a row we went out just to drink alchohol....then at last he finally convince me to get sum......While we were heading towards the Bar,i notice the bartender was looking at us the whole time....then we realise that we were wearing short pants,sandle & t-shirt,& i happen to wear a ManUtd Jersey....DAMN!! The worst is yet to come,when me & john having a hard time choosing beers....

Here's the conversation between ME , JOHN & The Bartender!

John:Uhh.....excuse me,How much is 1 bottle of Carlsberg?
Bartender: Its RM 17.00
John: Owh....um....tim how wei?
Me: Uh..i dont know....u suggests lah...u wanted it...not me...
John: But you agree just now!!
Me: Owh..yea ho....uh..watever lah...as long its beer...
John: uh..what your cheapest beer here?
Baetender: Tiger Beer...its RM 12.50
John: Owh,ok...then Tiger beer lah...
Me: k...
John: um...1 bottle..& 2 cups...
Bartender: ???????(I know he's thinking about something,but i cant figure it out)

As The bartender serve us...he pour the tiger beer to each of our cups...which mine only half a glass....(1 bottle is not enough....AT ALL!! Learn That JOHN!) Then John ask the bartender for sum ice.....which sum ice turn into 1 big bucket of ice...!! So, i take 1 ice & i slip while holding the ice...it splash into my beer..which makes my place where im sitting look like a guy who doesn't know how to drink! Then,i realise that the Bartender was laughing out our ass!!

Then,sherry came...so we told her our story...-i think-...after that she decided to buy sum drinks too..too make us not look cheap! But,when she order the cocktail,we just realise that the cocktail that she order............was only.. Rm 10.00......

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Damn....why cant we read the menu properly....& it makes us look even Cheap than ever....

THX ALOT JOHN! I realise that everyone was looking at us......How embaressed....

It aint worthtless..BITCH!

When i first take my Animation & Multimedia Design, i though it would be easy....cuz mainly it will be jz drawings...well,of course its all about drawing,but its freaking hard...when it comes to Life Drawing...the lecturers would put up anything including a plant,helmet,chairs & about everything!! And we have to complete it by that day...huh..& we had to play with colours,charcoals soft pastels that are not easy to handle with....my drawings look like a piece of crap!!

But....i try my best to do all my assingmenst...even if it takes years to do...i cant let my dreams to become a Game Desingner to be destroyed just like that,i'll do my best to improve myself,& i cant never hated my assingments!!......Designs shall never be underestimate...one of my friends says that design is like a peice of rubbish! No future & not worth it! Well FUCK YOU BITCH!! Im not the one whose working under some ppl & own Rm1500 per month!! Even with that money you wont even have enough money to buy yourself a HOUSE!! Think your better than me......sheess.....I'll prove to you that Designs is not worthless...designs are important to every one in their daily life...arts,fashion,architechture,interior...anything that had to do with designs is important!

And now.....i got to finish my assingments....heh...

Music is everything to me!

When it comes to music...im obsess with it..Today(not officially), Rise Against had finally release their new album! Appeal to Reason is their 5th album.their 1st single to be release called "Re-Education",i listen to all their tracks in youtube...it was cool...i notice that they have change their style of music...but the lyrics are the one that attracts me..especially "Hero Of War" & "The Strength To Go On"

Some of the fans were complaning & dislike the band because they really change their style...yeah,i admit i do like the old albums "The Sufferer & The Witness",Siren Song of The Counter Culture","Revolutions Per Minute" & "The Unraveling"..those four albums include the best song of the year because of their cool rythm,lyrics & SCREAMING!! That was the only thing that was missing from their new album...even they change their style,i still listen to their music! The fans should appriciate what the band had release,cause they've been through alot just to make 1 album...True Fans never ever dislike their favourite Bands even they had change!!

The New Album Cover!

Holidays

Last Week i went to Fredonia's Birthday Party at Penview Inn...wat a birthday,i never have that kind of birthday party before...cuz i like my birthday to be simple..haha...kinda lazy to write wat happen but i'll post sum pictures....

Elroy,John & Me

Poco-poco...i hate to do it...but i was tempted....


Hershel,me,Elroy,Rinnie & John...The Weirdo's

Fredonia,me & Chyntia

Then..During Raya..I went visiting with my friends...We went ot few houses..make me sick..eat to much...haha..happen to everyone tho...

Craving for more....



The Next Day,our church have a ADYC Youth Nite..sumthing like that..anyways...i went early to help them..me & Nathaneal ended up cutting vegetables...while the rest..doing the easy job...damn..take advantage on us....seems like only me & nat are doing all the hard work....arranging the tables & chairs..thtas all...doesn't seem that hard..heh..

Then at nite,we were having fun..the praise & worship work out really well...

We were having fun with the ballons.








Then,the fun continues...the next nite...i went to grappa...just for fun...but my fun,din't last long...by 12...or before 12...i was drunk....i dint really remember what happen...but i know i dance...& i was enjoying learning the YMCA!!! Yeah,i love that song...america's favourite song of all time...haha..

I was wasted that nite....



After 3 & a half hour of clubbing...we went home..& i had to drive home by myself...good thing i was still myself that time..or else i wont be reaching home...

And Finally today....all my friends went back to KL...even aldrich,his flight was 11am..too bad..i wanted to go to say farewell...but din't get to do so.....at least we chat while we were in church this morning...in the evening,i went to the airport to send my brother....

Now...The days are as usual...tomorrow have class..felt lazy to go...i miss the HOLIDAYS!! Cant wait for the nex holidays!!

Hanging-out

My class was quite boring today....dunno y,but the lecturer is a....boring guy.....but the rest of the lecturer,always make a joke & making fun of each other..heh..thats the fun a part...after class,i went lunch with sherry & chrislynn...we went lunch sumwhere near bishopgate?....i forget the name of the place but watever.....then we went to spring to take my jeans which had not been done yet...so,we went window shopping a f.o.s...yea..kinda weird watching 1 guy window shopping with 2 girls...heh..wat the hell am i talking about........anyway.....we were playing around trying out some jackets..

I look like a retard here..

But then,we piss out some of the workers...haha..who give a damn...we were bored...wat do u expect....we were just trying to have fun.... =)

College

Finally,last week i began my college....i though i was dreaming,but....there i am...following my dreams...My 1st day at Limkokwing,i was so sakai...haha..as usual...they gave me a map,which i dun understand.....my class is on the 3rd floor...& i hate stairs...i have to walk all the way there just for a 3hour class...damn... the rest of the days went really well..just that im tired of driving...thats why i hate manual cars....they did gave some assingments,sure people hate assingments...but i love my assignments...cause my assingments is just drawings....

thats all for the update...

p/s: john...there i update it...4 christ sake..i gt no time..unlike u...lepak jak keja...u hv a test in 2 month time! get your ass moving!!

Those 3 words

Last Sunday,me,jon,cyril & elroy went to our friends house for a barbeque.. at first we were lost,all thanks to elroy! Sure its very dark to see the signboard on the roadside but he just pinpoint..heh..finally,after a 20 mintues in an unknown places..we reach to our friends house..we were juzt hanging out,eat & had some drinks...we did have some vodka & wine..while were enjoying ourself,one of my friends said that we have a meeting the next day at church,so cant drink alot...so were wondering who will be coming....

While the others are busy drinking,i decided to msg my friend who happens to be the girl that i like,i asked her whether she was coming, she said maybe...then i dont know why,but i just decided to ask her a question..i told her that i love her..do u?....at first she thought that i was drunk(damn),actually i wasn't drunk at all....then she ask since when,i told her since the first time i saw her....sure we were close friends,we had known each other for years now,few months ago she told my friends that she like me...i dint belive at all...but every of my friends says the same thing....so that night,i decided to ask her......then she said that 'sorry,its not like im rejecting you, because her heart was hurt by someone....i wonder who......it takes alot of guts to say that to someone that i like...i apologize to her for saying so at this kind of time...i know in her mind she'll be wondering why now.....then she immedietly say goodnight....after that we all decided to go home...the whole journey i was so jiwang heh...not the usual me....jon & cyril give some advice, & they say that it takes alot of guts to say that 3 words to her...

The next day i went to the meeting...she dint show up..im not suprise at all...during the meeting,they said that im going to help up with her during the sale......owh wat the heck...they all kept teasing me being with her....heh,i guess they dint know what happen the night before...after that,i msg her to ask her about the sales this coming saturday...after 3 msg..i dint want to msg back..but then she msg me back..we had chat till night..then she ask me wheter i can be his step brother or something like that...i said sure i dun mind...i guess thats a way to prevent me from being with her.....

After all ive been through,i decided to forget about it....& move on!!

When i posted my shout-out in my MSN saying 'Im not alrite,im broken inside broken inside!!' it kinda attract sum of my friends,they kept asking 'u ok?' till now.......haha...i cant live without this friends....i may not have a person to love,but i have friends that cares....thank god i have friends like them!

From here,it begins...

This morning my parents bring me to limkokwing to register me at the college...i was like...finally!! Im going to college..heh...i went in & the guy says..'u look familiar'...heh..so does he...i remember when i was still working at Charles & Keith, & Limkokwing had their promos not far from the place where i work....he went in & talk to my manager...thats all i remember...hah.. After that he ask me to choose which course i wanted...so,i choose Animation & Multimedia Design! I immediately sign the form..heh...he told me my class starts on the 15 september...cant wait...still got 3weeks left...i still have time to get my driving licence since my second test is on the 2nd week of september...& if i did...IF I DID pass my driving test...i'll be driving to college!!! =]

Bored.....

I was sooooooo bored..so i jz decided to post sum pic..heh..yea,sounds stupid huh....recently i jz brought Supernatural season 2 & 3..so..here are sum pic...

Dean was my favourite character..

She is HOT!

i suggest ppl should watch this series...i can say there's more drama in here & scary moments..& sum emotional stories...but,always start from the 1st season...cuz every episodes get more & more interesting..

Fail!! Almost....

Yesterday i went to take my Driving Test,it dint go that well..but not all..

1st-I went to take my bukit, i hv to take it twice cuz idint give my form to the JPJ! Then i take it for the second time..thats when i fail...damn...If i have given that form earlier, i would hv pass it.

2nd-My road test,this is the fun part...anybody want go ride with me..better strapt on! Cuz i freak out my instructor & the JPJ guy...i was driving quite fast,i dont really look left or right,i juz go without looking...everytime i drive,i've heard the same word always..."rilex rilex!!"...sound like they were desperate...i dont know why,but i get used to drive fast...even my dad & my brother drive fast! i guess i inherited it from them..heh....suprisingly..i pass my road test....but im still dejected cuz i fail my 1st test...
if i had pass everything...i would be celebrating!! ...or maybe not....

Then...i have to wait at least 2hours for my instructor before sending me to hopoh...then i have to wait another 3hour for my dad....i look like an idiot sitting down outside there....during that 3 hours i jz went to eat & buy sum dvd's...finally,i brought the full season 2 of supernatural! i wanted to buy season 3 but itz out of stock...whoa...i never though that ppl in my hometown is such a fan of that show.....

Clubbing.....

Last nite,me & john went to Mojo to celebrate Sherry's Birthday with her friends...we hang out there for about 10 minutes,then we went to Soho & Grappa...we wanted to go to a happening place,seems like Soho is the best...Then we had a drink & dance..i dont know why,but i sux at dancing...Cuz i notice that John kept on laughing at me...ya,maybe i really sux...we did take sum pictures...but nt much..

Thats me & sherry

After that,we went back to Mojo....i dont why...but we just went back there again....i met sum of my friends there,Rayner cuz he's working there,then i met Eddy..kinda supprise...& we saw this dude..i think he's drunk...cuz he dance by all himself....in a weird way....

See that dude in the black shirt..everyone was looking at him..he was juz trying to show his moves.....nt bad at all...hah...i guess he was high..

And then....thats when things get Chaos....everyone starts to went out suddenly...i thought there was a fight or an accident.....thats when i heard a man shouting " This is the police!! "...& i was like ' u gotta be kidding me! '..........then everything was bright cuz they had to open the light & it was quiet...really quiet.........all of us had to show our IC...then they they let us go?......is that it..... we had to forget what happen,not a great nite...thx to those cops for ruin all the fun....then we went eat...& thats went i meet up wit friends who happens to be at mojo also....he wasn't nervous at all..cuz his 22 or 24...gud thing i turn 18 this week..hah..that is one nite to remember...hope it doesn't happen again......cuz....i thought that i was going to jail....

Rainforest!

Having Fun

We were on front row during the concert!

If anyone wanted to see more,juz take a look at my facebook profile...

I dint get to post the picture at all that july, cuz i cant get it from my friends...we all went seperate ways after the rainforest..everybody had their own things to do..such as study & work...
Im kinda lazy to put up all the pic nw......

The birthday that i was expected!

I decided not to celebrate my birthday at all...cuz im lazy to celebrate, i only had dinner wit my parents that nite..i dint wan anything at all for my birthday,but my parents juz brought me a gold necklace together wit a cross...and i was like "wat the?!!"....sure i dont mind having a necklace but itz gold!! And my parents says it cost around RM600!! I never like expensive stuff at all, thats why i always had alot of money in my wallet...never really like to spent it....but wat the heck,my parents already brought it, i jz have to make sure that i dont lost it again...im nt good at taking care of my stuff anyway....

Unintended

Yesterday nite i went out with john & his cuzens to grappa..it was kinda bored cuz everyone was having fun,& were jz drinking in a boring way...after that we went eat sumwhere in town..reach home by 3.47am....then slept at 4am...

Then i had to wake up early...huh..i was very sleepy....then i went back home to sleep,after that i went to church for a meeting(it wasn't suppose to be a meeting),all thx to john for spreading it...no point i come...jz sum mistake they on the form...sheez.....then we go for dinner..

It was such a boring day....& im tired of the life that i had now....wish i could turn back time to the old days in school.....

Untitle

Today was such a boring day...ya...everyday is boring...huh, i juz went for driving lessons today, then my driving instructor say that im going to take the driving test soon! I cant wait..! And my birthday is next week...felt kinda lazy to celebrate...At first i wanted to celebrate at Terminal 1,but it was way too expensive...so,i gt no idea at all now....and all i want now is my driving lisence! (Bad spelling everywhere in my blog,i dont wats going on wit my head!! IM DESPERATE TO GO STUDY!!!!!!! I WANT TO STUDY!! HAVE TO WAIT NEXT MONTH!! ARGH!! FUCK!)

Fall for You

This song kept on playing in my head...i juz cant get it out of my mind...but still......i love this song..

Secondhand Serenade-Fall for You

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind

I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep

And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find



.........& it reminds me of sumone.......

A little update

Here are sum updates....for the past 2 weeks,ive been going for driving lessons,everything went smoothly...hah..nothing much happen these days..juz bored of the life i had...for nw..im going to start my college in september..huh..still 1 month to go...i jz cant wait to go to Limkokwing, cant believe that im really going to study there...

At least nex month im going to KL...haha..jz for holiday...& i get to meet Alicia & Alexandra there...really miss them..all my best friends are studying in KL nw...i wish they choose to study here...kinda bored without them..

Well,thats all...like i said..a little update...

Happiness doesnt' last at all...

I woke up early today..getting ready for my table test...i dint hv any confidence at all cuz itz my 5th time taking the test..huh..wat a record...i studied the book the whole nite till 3am........when i reach there,i was trying to calm myself...try nt to think alot..i took the test for 43min 6sec...suprisingly I PASS!!! Finally!! 42/50..
It make me so happy that i dont care what people used to say that i'll fail 10 times!! HAH!!

After the test,i went to church for band practice..the praise n worship will be on monday nite & this is the 1st time we practice wit full instrument....last time only drum...
We practice for 1 hour only cuz i came late..at leats i can practice the nex day if can..

After the practice, i went out to meet sum old friends who jz came back from National Service,meet up wit shayndee,alicia & Ee...i was kinda happy cuz itz been a long time we dint see each other..we went to eat at Hartz and talked & talked the whole day....then, i was suprise when Ee said that nex week he was going to sabah to study.............damn........i was like sad cuz more friends of my is leaving...even alicia is leaving...she going to KL to study too..
After that..we all went home cuz we dont know wat to do..huh..wat a day...

I jz spend 1 hour at home then went out again wit john,cy & aldrich...we went to eat then we went to The Spring to hang out at Starbux..cuz it was aldrich final week wit us before going to Melaka to join The Navy......to add another saddness,i went to my place where i use to work...they told me that Sandy was going to leave the nex day...i was so sad...i was never this sad before...she said that she's leaving at 10am...i wish i can go there....but i hv a 3hour practical in the morning...damn...

Then...we went home...when i was on the way home......john told me sumthing that made me more sad....im nt gonna say it here..cuz itz kinda personal even this is a blog...so..who give a fuck..

Nw im writing this....cuz im jz so fucking sad....

Chasing Dreams

Tomorrow's the day!....my exam is going to be held at Ong Tiang Swee..huh...kinda nervous..if i dint pass this test..i wont be able to go college..damn..i wish my math was at least C during my SPM last year...damn..! Well..watever comes tomorrow,i'll do my best...

For the past 3 nights..i dint get a good night sleep...thinking about the exam...i hope at least im fresh during the exam tomorrow...

Last night..my parents were discussing about which college should i go...cuz i receive alot of offer from other college..but none of it really attract me,they only offer me the course like accounting,information technolgy & others...dont really care,cuz all i want is Multimedia Design...all i want is to draw & design..i dream about design alot of games since i was a kid...& im still chasing that dream.....& i wont give up even for a million ringgit for me to go for other course..

Luck doesn't come everyday..

I was dissappointed cuz i dint receive any call from the Sarawak Tourism Board for the volunteer job at Rainforest Music Festival...damn..only my brother & his friends are chosen..now i have to buy the ticket that is way too expensive...1 ticket for 1 whole day cost around Rm60 or 70...plus the room at damai again...that will cost alot of money!! huh...i guess im nt going for the rainforest this year...& today i receive a call for Twintech College,asking why i dint show up far class for the past 2 month...i jz had to lie to them saying that my parents has sum other plans for me, i also told them that im resiting for my exam....but i hated the person called me,cuz she was damn rude...i dont mind she ask me those question,but jz dont be fucking rude when talking to someone on the phone...she doesn't even know who was she talking too...if she knows me i dont mind at all...but she doesn't even know ME!!.........wish i could do sumthing about it.....now i have 8 days left to my exam.....huh.....now im jz trying to calm myself and dont think too much about wat had happen......listening to Jason Mraz-Im Yours really calms me down today.....

Another day..

Went to church today...everything was as usual,went for both service...again....had to serve for the 4th week in a row,at least im serving for god...never get tired of it...felt really weird cuz i volunteer for serving...usually i dont..hah.....nvm....then went home to get sum sleep for awhile,dint get enough sleep cuz that saturday nite went out with jon,cyril & danson....but we ended up at home cuz we dont even know where to go,i guess we were getting bored of kuching nw.......buang minyak jak....dahlah minyak mahal....huh...then wake up update my fs,facebook & my blog....never though that i would write a blog...pretty weird..sum of my friends would think crazy & emo....but,what the hek!...i dont give a damn....itz my life...& i download alot of songs today...especially linkin park,paramore,coldplay,jason mraz,eric calpton & ben folds....im so addicted to music now....

First blog...

Finally, i get to post my own blog.....huh...takes me about 5 month to post this..i guess.....anyway,today was like normal...wake up,eat,then sleep again....thats what i've been doing for the past 3 or 4 month....& i had to go for my tuition today...boring....now itz jz 1 week before my math exam.....damn...but,itz for the sake of my future...nw i jz cant wait to go to Limkokwing!! I jz wanna start a NEW LIFE!!!