Things i adore...

A picture of London, looks more like Russia to me. But still, its pretty nice view

Some simple random photography.

Here are some arts that i really like..some of this really inspired me to do my work!

This is heaven and hell


I like this picture because of its background and its surrounding..and the way the person edit the picture..not because she's nude!


An explosion of abstract...

I love arts..its like part of me now..
my work may not be as good as the one that i posted..but i know i can improve myself to do better.

Like a drop of blood

Its been weeks i dint update..
i got nothing to blog about except complains...

just got my results this week.
surprisingly
i pass all my 7 freaking subjects!
except i gt a D for my life drawing which i really screw up...
at least i made it to sem 3.

class starts next week, and i cant wait.
im bored
i sleep too much
i even get pissed too much during the holidays..

so i hoped that everything changes next week..
and it will be my last semester here in Kuching..

yes.

Im moving to Cyberjaya next year..

Confuse, happy and sad at the same time..i don't even know how do i feel when i heard the news

I was and always will be

Once i was clueless and pathetic
sitting in front tv
playing video games
getting fat
been cursed by people
and all that shit

I was a Loser!

always and always will be..

when people starts talk shit about me...
without them even knowing that i knew they were talking shit about me..
id keep quiet
cause there's nothing i could do..
even if there is, it'll be worst.
once I've been left out by own best friends and buddy's
i lose hope...
once my love life turn into miserable
i should not be forgive by the person that id tried to love and be with

i deserve to be hated
i deserve to be a Loser
i don't deserve any friends no matter how many fucking times I've said to people that their my best friends!
i dont deserve to be with anybody cause im just another fucking loser who doesn't even know to make a move or to love the person!
i dont deserve anything
i dont.

i wish i could been given a chance
to escape from this pathetic life of mine
away from everybody...

when they ask me to pray
id pray
but i know that this is my life
and it'll never change..
never..

so if there is anybody who hates me
who thinks im a pathetic
loser
asshole
son of a bitch
said that i talk shit bout them when im not
pin point at me for no fucking reason!
said that i dont deserve a friend
and all of those you could think about

well your welcome to say so..

cause i dont deserve any fucking things!!! or anybody!!!
a loser like me wasn't suppose to be here!!
what is the purpose of me being on this fucking planet called Earth!

i guess people just doesn't know how does it fell to be in my shoes..
or to live this life, this pathetic life of mine..

Trave-ling

Will be travelling soon..
Cant wait for friday..
Cant wait for the Manchester United match
Im over exited.

i cant sleep
i cant think well
hell, i cant even eat!

finally a holiday trip with all my buddies..
except for aldrich who just came back..heh..
sorry man..

Just a phase

Results will be out soon..

and im freaking scared

to

FAIL!!

I dont want to repeat

I dont want to study the same thing over and over

I dont wanna be left out

I hope everything will go the way i hope it would..

at least a C in the subjects that im really weak at..

God..help me..

24-7

It's a boring week...
just play futsal
played left 4 dead...again
sleep
eat
Tv

what else....

oh ya..

Cyril's farewell dinner at his house.
i know is a sad day for him..
leaving tomorrow to KL
Wish you all the luck Dude..

Next week..i'll be going to KL too!!
I'll get to watch Manchester United!
Altho my ticket is some sucky sit place..as long i get to see my Favorite team in action against Malaysia.
Cant wait to meet Edwin Van Der Sar, Evra, Vidic, Giggs, Scholes, Ji sung Park, Rooney, Tosic and Micheal Owen!! Yes..Owen..im exited to see the Former Liverpool Legend playing for their own Rivals!! Cant wait to see the Liverpool's fans reaction!!

Altho its a boring holiday..at least i get to sleep 24-7... =)