8/31/09

One Way

Million Miles

For my Creator

You gave me life

Now Show Me How To Live!

To be myself is all can do

I want to Move on

Forgetting about my past

Cause i hate it..

Show me a way..

Will you?

8/28/09

Back To Square One


Watching my friends
The videos and all..

Makes me wanna play skate again..
Its been years i dint skate

felt like buying my own deck
and start Skating! =]

AGAIN!

8/26/09

My lost.

When it comes to admit..

I do miss you.

Wish everything went well between us.

I dont hate you

Im not angry at you

I've never accuse you

Never

I miss your smile

Your laugh

The times when you always cheer me up

Listening to your problems and all

and

The person that you are now

You are the type of person thats immposible to find.

......

8/25/09

Winchester's are Back!

A must see Final Season of Supernatural!!
I cant belive its gonna end in season 5..
crap.
This is my most favourite Tv Shows of all time..

Hope they'll be season 6!

I Hate

I hate Strangers who thinks im they're friends
I hate being Sad
I hate being Angry all the time
I hate being Depress
I hate being Emo
I hate Polotics
I hate Backstabbers
I hate friends who talk behind my back
I hate those wannabe
I hate those people who think they're Cool
I hate Slow Internet
I hate Stairs
I hate Cops
I hate it when i dont have anymore credits in my Phone
I hate Lag
I hate to Lose all the time
I hate the thing called Love

I hate myself

for doing all the mistakes and all those shit thats been happening in the past week!

8/24/09

Empty

Is this the moment where i look you in the eye
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
and everything, it will surely change

I try to catch my breath again.
and im hurt much more,than anytime before

I've show and tried my best
and this is what i get..
i never knew you were that kind of person.

You deserve someone better
better than me.

Im better off Alone.

8/22/09

What's Love Gotta Do With This?


I celebrated my birthday simple
Went dinner with my Family
Thats all..

And all speculations that my relationship with her seems faded
Well, its just the beginning.

My friends kept Congratulating me
I can accept that
But its not that im getting Married.

My friends were to Exited to hear the news that Im in a Relationship
For how long i was single
They're all tired seing me being alone and emo.

I made the first move, and she accept it.

But the only thing is, will she Love me as much as I Loved her?

8/17/09


I felt like singing this song.

Just to Cheer myself up..

Forgive Or Forget About It!

The way you talk to me is different

Stop pretending that your not mad at me

I know when people are mad at me.

Apolagize is not enough.

Then what else do wanted me to say?

Sing One Republic's Apolagize to you?

That diffenetly wont work...

Or maybe i think too much.

WAY TOO MUCH!

8/16/09

This Is How It Ends

You can blame me for what's been happening

But this is how it ends..

It ends in hated and ignoring each other.

I dont hate you for ignoring me

Cause there's no point if i hated you..Id rather see you hated me.

So, yea..I've got no feelings for You anymore..

Im not desperate

I know how to move on

I can cope with anything thats been happening..

Im a happy guy, so there's no point for me to be sad, emo, depressed..

I know i've said that many times, but my emotions changes at times.

Good Luck with everything

You deserve someone better.

=]

As for me..

Im better off alone

I have Friends

Family

God

Good Music

and

Assignments

Just to make me happy and forget about the past.

Here's a song for you.

If you ever read this.

8/15/09

The Game That Brought Me To Life

Eversince i went to YouTube
I cant stop exploring every good videos
..
But one caught my eye, and it totally reminds me of the old old times when i use to have my Ps1
The videos of Resident Evil 1, 2 and 3:Nemesis.
Not only i watch the gameplay, but the soundtracks from the game itself really remind me.
=[

I wish i had my ps1 back.
Ppl say Ps2 is better, yeah it's better.
But the horror games, it'll never beat the dark and creepy games from ps1
Doesn't matter the graphics are not cool, but the gameplay and the storyline are the one's that i'll be looking for..
Resident Evil 2 was my personal favourites..







8/12/09

Superb!!

Everytime there's movie adaptation from Comics,i'll be very very interested in watching it!
=]

I've just came home from watching G.I Joe Rise of The Cobra!
And it was freaking coool!
Beginning to the end,none stop action!!


I really wanna watch it again and again and again!

Good movie's makes me feel better..

it takes my mind of You.

8/9/09

I felt pathetic


Seems like everything is not alrite at all..
I tried my best to smile
Still you seem pissed

Fine.

If this is how it goes..
Id prefer seperate ways.
You dont know how does it feels to be me
To live this life of mine.
Sure it takes few seconds to reply..
BUT!
At times i CANT! Alrite!
I dont like being mad..especially at you..
Never. I was never mad at you for what you've been doing and all..

This use to happen before, but why now?
Why not few months ago?
Why does it have to be now!?
I felt the burden, heck i even felt so emo!
Everyday i kept thinking about it,
even when i woke up, its the first thing that came out my mind..
I cant sleep at times, and i dint even eat.
My class already started, more and more Assignment is coming up
Plus i mite be working soon.
There's to much stuff i need to think and i cant even think normally..

I felt like breaking down cause you dont seem to understand me..
Yes i tried to msg you, but when you reply saying ''Who's this?''
Makes me think that i dont even know you already.
And im giving up hopes on you.

I never wanted this to happen.

You know who you are.

8/8/09

Crow Zero II

Finally i've watch Crow Zero II!!
Takashi Miike greatest movie adaptation from the japanese manga continues,
this time the movie is set 8 months after the first movie where Genji finally beat Serizawa

As for part II, they're going against Housen. Their fierce rival.
I dont need to tell the synopsis here..better go watch it yourself. I wont spoil it here
This is one of the best Movie i've ever watch.

Tamao Serizawa and Takaya Genji

Genji against the leader of Housen. Narumi Taiga



8/2/09

Beating your heart

I know..
I screwed up...
Im sorry
I know sorry is just word
and it wont change a thing
the way you think about me and all
I Messaged you.
You never replied back.

So..

I understand.
You deserve to be mad at me.