Chasing Dreams

Tomorrow's the day!....my exam is going to be held at Ong Tiang Swee..huh...kinda nervous..if i dint pass this test..i wont be able to go college..damn..i wish my math was at least C during my SPM last year...damn..! Well..watever comes tomorrow,i'll do my best...

For the past 3 nights..i dint get a good night sleep...thinking about the exam...i hope at least im fresh during the exam tomorrow...

Last night..my parents were discussing about which college should i go...cuz i receive alot of offer from other college..but none of it really attract me,they only offer me the course like accounting,information technolgy & others...dont really care,cuz all i want is Multimedia Design...all i want is to draw & design..i dream about design alot of games since i was a kid...& im still chasing that dream.....& i wont give up even for a million ringgit for me to go for other course..

Luck doesn't come everyday..

I was dissappointed cuz i dint receive any call from the Sarawak Tourism Board for the volunteer job at Rainforest Music Festival...damn..only my brother & his friends are chosen..now i have to buy the ticket that is way too expensive...1 ticket for 1 whole day cost around Rm60 or 70...plus the room at damai again...that will cost alot of money!! huh...i guess im nt going for the rainforest this year...& today i receive a call for Twintech College,asking why i dint show up far class for the past 2 month...i jz had to lie to them saying that my parents has sum other plans for me, i also told them that im resiting for my exam....but i hated the person called me,cuz she was damn rude...i dont mind she ask me those question,but jz dont be fucking rude when talking to someone on the phone...she doesn't even know who was she talking too...if she knows me i dont mind at all...but she doesn't even know ME!!.........wish i could do sumthing about it.....now i have 8 days left to my exam.....huh.....now im jz trying to calm myself and dont think too much about wat had happen......listening to Jason Mraz-Im Yours really calms me down today.....

Another day..

Went to church today...everything was as usual,went for both service...again....had to serve for the 4th week in a row,at least im serving for god...never get tired of it...felt really weird cuz i volunteer for serving...usually i dont..hah.....nvm....then went home to get sum sleep for awhile,dint get enough sleep cuz that saturday nite went out with jon,cyril & danson....but we ended up at home cuz we dont even know where to go,i guess we were getting bored of kuching nw.......buang minyak jak....dahlah minyak mahal....huh...then wake up update my fs,facebook & my blog....never though that i would write a blog...pretty weird..sum of my friends would think crazy & emo....but,what the hek!...i dont give a damn....itz my life...& i download alot of songs today...especially linkin park,paramore,coldplay,jason mraz,eric calpton & ben folds....im so addicted to music now....

First blog...

Finally, i get to post my own blog.....huh...takes me about 5 month to post this..i guess.....anyway,today was like normal...wake up,eat,then sleep again....thats what i've been doing for the past 3 or 4 month....& i had to go for my tuition today...boring....now itz jz 1 week before my math exam.....damn...but,itz for the sake of my future...nw i jz cant wait to go to Limkokwing!! I jz wanna start a NEW LIFE!!!