Sleepyhead

Its 12.51 am

and i just ate my breakfast,lunch and dinner

and i cant even sleep

again

why cant i sleep?

i need to wake up early in the morning

just to find the perfect spot for my photography ASSignments

and

to make it worst

i have a photo outing at 3pm around town

when in the hell i'm going to get some GOOD sleep!

i need to be patience...

4 more weeks

and hello to Singapore!

Dont Look Back In Anger

Maybe i should just be quiet

ignoring them

they'll ignore me

should be a good idea

i come and go

and i wont bother about them anymore

whats the point of getting angry at them

i don't get anything in return

i'll relax

chill

quite like i was before

do the job

mind my own business

Amen!

It Wont

this scars of mine wont fade away

when will it ever fade

its making me sick

sometimes tears say all there is to say

On the road

IM CURRENTLY OBSESS WITH THIS SONG!!

The original soundtrack of Kamen Rider Decade!

and you think i cant sing this song?

hah!

Think again!

She's so

After Watching

and Obsess

On Kamen Rider Decade!

I just cant stop watching

Natsumi

Alson Know as Kanna Mori

She's So

Adorable!

=]

i cant believe i said that

Oh well..

Better save my energy for tomorrow's Football Match Against the Army!

HENSHIN!

Where Was The Old Time?

I miss her

I do

Why did this happen to us?

Sights

I sound so freaking EMO!

Why cant i just not be EMO for a Week!

A week!

Its all i'm asking

I want to be HAPPY always!

Why cant you just stop msgging me telling me its wrong msg!?

Everytime you msg me, id think about you

Hell, I think about you everyday!

I hope my move to KL will be approve..

I need a time on my own.

Thats What HE Says

I use to say

Fuck You and Go to hell

Every time when people tries to ask for forgiveness from me

I know i could be a mean and sarcastic bastard

but

I need to change those

The reason why i say those cause i get pissed off really fast

I'm a Hot Headed Tempered Person!

Thats me

I dont need to be that person anymore

God Says

If people make fun of You

Laugh at them

If they insult you and bully you

Laugh harder

Cause there's no point of fighting back

What do you get in return?

Nothing

If i hate that person so hard cause that person ruin my life

I still have nothing in return

except hurting myself thinking about the problems

to anyone that i have hurt before

forgive me or not

i can accept it

Hate me or not

I wont mind

Pure

I'm Alive

and

I'm Dreaming Out Loud

Such a Boring Day

...................

I scored 3% out of 60% in my History Of Art mid-term exam??!!!

Surprise

I'm Not

Cause it was freakingg Hard!

Try to learn those

You'll eventually know how i feel..

Time to Sleep! Sleep! Sleep!

Wake me till the morning after!

This is it

Its been 3 months pass by

but still

Micheal Jackson's

Songs

and

Dance move

Still plays in my head

This is his story

his final rehearsal

before his tragic death

that shock the World

This is it

The Hardest Choice

Decisions decisions decisions

its hard for me these days

i have too many choices

or not

Animator Designer

Magazine

and

Photography

yes

Photography

recently

I've been very active in the Photography Field

Any events

I'll join in no matter what

I dont know what makes

me so exited about it

i do realizes that my skills are improving abit

maybe i'll ended like this dude here

oh well.

wherever it takes me

its worth it

and i dont know why did have the time to blog alot now

Back to WORK!!

nvm.

i'll just sleep

Good God Y'all

Sometimes i wonder

why do i miss her?

after what happen few weeks ago.

its so..weird

and

....

nevermind.

i wish we can turn back time,

and back like it was before

i know my mistakes

and i'll learn from it

maybe

Single is the best way for me

maybe

God has better plans ahead for me

maybe

it's too early for me

not the time

i cut my hair short

to start a new leaf

and

i'll focus more on my works

it' all i can do

at church

its a different story now

my name was not on the duty roster for 1 month!

WOW!

to tell you,

i'm not happy

it's like they dont wan me around after they blame me for nothing!

what for the sake of the information!

im not a freaking spy you suckers!

i dont mind if you all blame and accused me

i have the patience for that

but

not letting me serve for God!?

that bullshit i tell you

it really is!

i'll stay away from you suckers from now on

i would take the blame and all

but you'll never stop me from serving God!!

Do i?

After cutting my hair short yesterday

everyone was in shock!

i wonder why....

they called me the Good boy!

Crap...no thx.

I hate that.

I've been label that ever since i told them i go to church every sunday morning

of course i am

but at night

i'm different.

>=]

hahahaha.

my head feels so aerodynamic

so light

i think i can run faster now.

beware futsal opponents !

I dont want it to end

I'm trying to make myself comfortable now

but everyday

i just get very tired all the time

Monday to Friday

Non stop class

At night Futsal with the College Team

Twice to three times a week

And theres the event that been happening every month

Gigs

Party

Celebration

and all that

I dint even get enough sleep!

Its crap

but i like it

I'm being very active and the end of the year

and i'm enjoying it every last moment of it

My college

Makes my day everyday

I don't want to leave Limkokwing Borneo just yet

I want to belive

2 days ago

Newspaper saying that the Indonesia's Vigilante People's Democratic Defence

i'll make it short.."Flag"

Will be invading my hometown on the 8th

Today they sent out a warning saying their coming

I can see why my neighborhood is sooooo damn quiet

but is it true?

that they can stand bullets and sharp objects?

i got nothing against Indonesians

My friends are from there, and i totally respect them

and if they did attack, i mean...invade

go for those who deserve it

Like those idiotic politics

now, im not allowed to leave the house.

thanks alot!

but there was no invasion

nothing

i hope

but something tells me

.....

i have a feeling that they are going to invade

not today

not friday

but this saturday

why?

cause the VIP's will be there

crowds are there

everyone is at the Padang Merdeka..

and im one of them.

well at least im not going there alone just to see those crappy prime ministers

my whole college is doing a parade all the way from my college to the field

by walking!

it sounds fun

but the threat doesn't.

i really hope that nothing bad will happen

or else

you'll be seeing me in the front page on the Sunday Post with my College Flag and my Camera with me

Im not moving

If one day you wake up

and find that your missing me

and your Heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be

so i'm not moving