12/27/09

Flash back..

The old times

where was it..

why the fcuk am i so emo these days.

today i made a big impact to them by serving after months of absents.

i can say,were they that shock to see me back?

well..i hope not, i wont be returning to that place.

anymore.

but i still pray and believe in God

and i got no hard feelings towards you all anymore.

whats the point for me to hate you all.

i got nothing in return but a smack in the face

next year.

hoping for a new start for myself

..



the best time of my life this year

only once in this year.. i was happy

the rest

it was hell

2009 is the most worst year of my entire life

2010

i hope your better than this year.

12/19/09

Those were the days

Al tho i cant believe that i went to a 4-12year old kids Christmas Celebration that afternoon

 i had no regrets going there

brings back the old times

those memory

child hood memories

i use to celebrate Christmas with joy and happy

now.

it's just too different

i used to remember i had a great time in Sunday School with friends of mine

Cyril, Danson, Aldrich and John(i think he was there)

yea.

those were the times eh

now were all separate.

It felt very different....

little sad tho..

i miss those days...



Merry Christmas Everyone.

12/16/09

Stand in the rain

When i never though it would happen

i'll never really though that it would really happen in the early episodes..

here's a picture of Ellen and Jo Harvelle

Gonna miss them both




now i have to wait till January 21st for the 11th episode..

crap.

i hate breaks..

and i'm still sad to see Jo died...

=[

12/11/09

How I Wish

Hopefully Next Year there will be a Silent Hill: Shattered Memories in xbox360

i am so damn desperate to play that game.

played the 1st ever silent hill in ps1

and it was freaking cool and.. scary.



only for wii,psp and ps2?

crap..

why cant they have such a good game in my console..

i just wanna relive the nightmare.

12/8/09

Its So

I think my Blog look so FREAKING


GAY!



thats all for now.


Arrivederci

12/6/09

The Obsession




Staying in front of my TV for 10 hours non stop

i just cant stop playing Dragon Age Origins!!

Its one of those game that kept you going and going and going!

I've played to Much game these day until it makes me forget what day it is today

For Christ Sake i dint know today was sunday.

sleep late due to birthday bash at Piccadilly's

wake up early by my mom, i dint know why..

to find out that i was going church!

crap.

i need to stop for awhile.

i hope.

i'm playing one of the most anticipated, stunning ,expansive game of the YEAR!!

great...now i'm tempting myself to play again..

off to play games

vegil la macchinetta su di voi
(may the maker watch over you)

oh ya..not to mention. i'm obsess in learning Italiano now

dont ask why


arrivederci
(goodbye)

12/3/09

The Only Exception

its been long i dint update..

my blog looks so

lame

oh well.

my holidays weren't bad at all.

went to Singapore and Johor.

I miss Singapore badly..

everything there is so freaking cool and CHEAP!!

its a dream world for me there.

but i dont have the cash tho..

maybe i would consider studying there. hah!

nw the holidays are bored.

im just staying at home playing my Xbox360 all day.

my hand is really weak now.

i slept late and play games all nite.

 im considering to take a part time job starting next week.

cause i  have no mood to celebrate Christmast due to sum F******S

28 days to go to New Year.

i cant wait for that only..

thats all for now on the lame blogs.org

off to play my games!!

11/21/09

4 months and counting

HOLIDAYS begin TODAYYY!!

submit all my work in the dying minutes. receive lecture from the lecturers due to poor performance

crap..

i have a feeling that i'll fail maybe 1 or 2 subjects..

im begging to have a C or a C-

now off to sleep

and Hello SINGAPORE!!!!

i hope i can get my early Christmas present there!!

~i hope~

and yea..

i have a 4 months holidays..

the title says so.

believe me.

i don't even believe it

11/19/09

0311 a m

still doin my work

assignments is killing me...

wont be sleeping tonite...

all nite work work work work work

i need to change my habit of doing the work last min..

wait

that will never change

its in our blood to do it in the last dying minutes....

back to work

11/17/09

Counting Down

4 more days

and i'm free

off to Singapore!!

4 months of holidays get me thinking that i should really spent my time looking for part-time job

few assignments left

and i'll SCREAMMMM

but sadly

my move to KL next year has been turned down

~ crap ~

but the good thing is

i'll work while studying

more photography events next year

a new year for myself
 
time to change myself

this year has been to worst,bad,lame and heart-breaking time of my life

i hope my Christmas will be good.

cause i'm already in the mood!! =]



11/10/09

Im Not Capable Of Anything

What i believe in

i felt empty
useless

I believe in nothing not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing not the earth and not the stars
I believe in nothing not the day or not the dark
I believe in nothing but the beating of our hearts
I believe in nothing 100 suns until we part
I believe in nothing not in sin but not in God
I believe in nothing not in Peace and not in War


I believe in nothing but the truth in who we are.....

but i don't believe in Myself.

11/8/09

The Dead Week

My final 2 weeks of semester 3

and i'm freaking dead!

I haven't completed all my assignments yet

and presentations is this coming Tuesday & Wednesday

Hoping for some miracle!!

How i wish my assignments can do its own job.

all the time.

11/3/09

What..



Why the fuck am i still blogging??!

go do your work asshole!


Cubism

3 weeks to Holiday

i cannot focused on that too much now

too many work to do

assigments

assigments

assigments

how i wish i could just woke up and everything is done

i dont want to ended up dead next semester

hell no!!

Record Breaking not

For the 1st time in 1 and a Half year

I slept at 8pm.

for real.

10/31/09

Sleepyhead

Its 12.51 am

and i just ate my breakfast,lunch and dinner

and i cant even sleep

again

why cant i sleep?

i need to wake up early in the morning

just to find the perfect spot for my photography ASSignments

and

to make it worst

i have a photo outing at 3pm around town

when in the hell i'm going to get some GOOD sleep!

i need to be patience...

4 more weeks

and hello to Singapore!

10/25/09

Dont Look Back In Anger

Maybe i should just be quiet

ignoring them

they'll ignore me

should be a good idea

i come and go

and i wont bother about them anymore

whats the point of getting angry at them

i don't get anything in return

i'll relax

chill

quite like i was before

do the job

mind my own business

Amen!

10/23/09

It Wont

this scars of mine wont fade away

when will it ever fade

its making me sick

sometimes tears say all there is to say

10/18/09

On the road


IM CURRENTLY OBSESS WITH THIS SONG!!

The original soundtrack of Kamen Rider Decade!

and you think i cant sing this song?

hah!

Think again!




10/17/09

She's so

After Watching

and Obsess

On Kamen Rider Decade!


I just cant stop watching

Natsumi

Alson Know as Kanna Mori

She's So

Adorable!

=]

i cant believe i said that

Oh well..

Better save my energy for tomorrow's Football Match Against the Army!

HENSHIN!