Standing alone with no direction
How did i fall so far behind?
Why am i searching for perfection?
Knowing it's something i wont find.
In my fears and flaw, I let myself down again,all because.....
I run.
Ever wonder what happen to me for this past years?
I know that i'm changing from bad to worst to miserable.
Over the past year since high school,
I've suddenly have changed to someone that i dint expect out of me
I'm an Alcoholic
Smoker
and
Bad Temper
What can i do to change that?
What?!!
My Friends said that I've been too quite.
i know that I'm always quite,
but what am i suppose to do?
I did my best, i tried till it hurt myself.
I'm just a typical lame guy i guess
I never did step up to do anything right
I never did gain Confidence at all
I'm just..
Nothing.
When did i lose my sense of purpose?
Can i regain whats lost inside?
Why does my pain look like my pride?
Why do i feel like i deserve this?
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