A little update

Here are sum updates....for the past 2 weeks,ive been going for driving lessons,everything went smoothly...hah..nothing much happen these days..juz bored of the life i had...for nw..im going to start my college in september..huh..still 1 month to go...i jz cant wait to go to Limkokwing, cant believe that im really going to study there...

At least nex month im going to KL...haha..jz for holiday...& i get to meet Alicia & Alexandra there...really miss them..all my best friends are studying in KL nw...i wish they choose to study here...kinda bored without them..

Well,thats all...like i said..a little update...

Happiness doesnt' last at all...

I woke up early today..getting ready for my table test...i dint hv any confidence at all cuz itz my 5th time taking the test..huh..wat a record...i studied the book the whole nite till 3am........when i reach there,i was trying to calm myself...try nt to think alot..i took the test for 43min 6sec...suprisingly I PASS!!! Finally!! 42/50..
It make me so happy that i dont care what people used to say that i'll fail 10 times!! HAH!!

After the test,i went to church for band practice..the praise n worship will be on monday nite & this is the 1st time we practice wit full instrument....last time only drum...
We practice for 1 hour only cuz i came late..at leats i can practice the nex day if can..

After the practice, i went out to meet sum old friends who jz came back from National Service,meet up wit shayndee,alicia & Ee...i was kinda happy cuz itz been a long time we dint see each other..we went to eat at Hartz and talked & talked the whole day....then, i was suprise when Ee said that nex week he was going to sabah to study.............damn........i was like sad cuz more friends of my is leaving...even alicia is leaving...she going to KL to study too..
After that..we all went home cuz we dont know wat to do..huh..wat a day...

I jz spend 1 hour at home then went out again wit john,cy & aldrich...we went to eat then we went to The Spring to hang out at Starbux..cuz it was aldrich final week wit us before going to Melaka to join The Navy......to add another saddness,i went to my place where i use to work...they told me that Sandy was going to leave the nex day...i was so sad...i was never this sad before...she said that she's leaving at 10am...i wish i can go there....but i hv a 3hour practical in the morning...damn...

Then...we went home...when i was on the way home......john told me sumthing that made me more sad....im nt gonna say it here..cuz itz kinda personal even this is a blog...so..who give a fuck..

Nw im writing this....cuz im jz so fucking sad....

Chasing Dreams

Tomorrow's the day!....my exam is going to be held at Ong Tiang Swee..huh...kinda nervous..if i dint pass this test..i wont be able to go college..damn..i wish my math was at least C during my SPM last year...damn..! Well..watever comes tomorrow,i'll do my best...

For the past 3 nights..i dint get a good night sleep...thinking about the exam...i hope at least im fresh during the exam tomorrow...

Last night..my parents were discussing about which college should i go...cuz i receive alot of offer from other college..but none of it really attract me,they only offer me the course like accounting,information technolgy & others...dont really care,cuz all i want is Multimedia Design...all i want is to draw & design..i dream about design alot of games since i was a kid...& im still chasing that dream.....& i wont give up even for a million ringgit for me to go for other course..

Luck doesn't come everyday..

I was dissappointed cuz i dint receive any call from the Sarawak Tourism Board for the volunteer job at Rainforest Music Festival...damn..only my brother & his friends are chosen..now i have to buy the ticket that is way too expensive...1 ticket for 1 whole day cost around Rm60 or 70...plus the room at damai again...that will cost alot of money!! huh...i guess im nt going for the rainforest this year...& today i receive a call for Twintech College,asking why i dint show up far class for the past 2 month...i jz had to lie to them saying that my parents has sum other plans for me, i also told them that im resiting for my exam....but i hated the person called me,cuz she was damn rude...i dont mind she ask me those question,but jz dont be fucking rude when talking to someone on the phone...she doesn't even know who was she talking too...if she knows me i dont mind at all...but she doesn't even know ME!!.........wish i could do sumthing about it.....now i have 8 days left to my exam.....huh.....now im jz trying to calm myself and dont think too much about wat had happen......listening to Jason Mraz-Im Yours really calms me down today.....

Another day..

Went to church today...everything was as usual,went for both service...again....had to serve for the 4th week in a row,at least im serving for god...never get tired of it...felt really weird cuz i volunteer for serving...usually i dont..hah.....nvm....then went home to get sum sleep for awhile,dint get enough sleep cuz that saturday nite went out with jon,cyril & danson....but we ended up at home cuz we dont even know where to go,i guess we were getting bored of kuching nw.......buang minyak jak....dahlah minyak mahal....huh...then wake up update my fs,facebook & my blog....never though that i would write a blog...pretty weird..sum of my friends would think crazy & emo....but,what the hek!...i dont give a damn....itz my life...& i download alot of songs today...especially linkin park,paramore,coldplay,jason mraz,eric calpton & ben folds....im so addicted to music now....

First blog...

Finally, i get to post my own blog.....huh...takes me about 5 month to post this..i guess.....anyway,today was like normal...wake up,eat,then sleep again....thats what i've been doing for the past 3 or 4 month....& i had to go for my tuition today...boring....now itz jz 1 week before my math exam.....damn...but,itz for the sake of my future...nw i jz cant wait to go to Limkokwing!! I jz wanna start a NEW LIFE!!!