Fear The Future

Another Horror Survivor Game

That keeps me awake!

Love the details and Story lines.

Nice game play too

but still i cant wait for Alan Wake

so Fear The Future..

I can sleep Happy Now

2 - 1 is all Utd need..

Thank You Park JeSung!

and of course Rafa, who hated his own players..

whoops.

hah..

Glory Glory Man Utd!

8 games to go

Who will win?

it's 1-1 now. in 23rd min.. 

God i hope Man Utd Win...

Why?

ever wonder why, ask yourself first.

your still in ME n my MIND

Discombabulate

Seems to be that i'm improving my life

REASONS:

I've done my work on time

I just do the Job and Go

Ignoring the past 

but,i still felt there's something missing

..i just cant keep my mind off of it..

Everyone tells me I've changed but the truth is, I've just stop living my life their way.

This came from my heart that you've hurt

Why me?

Why i was the unlucky guy for you?

You were never honest to me

Now i'm gonna break your heart

Tear you to pieces

and 

Rip you apart..

mark my word.

i don't show anymore sympathy for your innocent looks

One day i'll get you

one day.  

Putrefaction

I don't give a DAMN about anyone.. 

Fuck You if you think that i'm useless and your way better.

Lets see how it goes this year! 

I'll make hell for you

[ Referring to someone who looks down on me ] 

i . . . . . h o p e

I'm not running away,I just want to get the hell out of here!

Last year i posted that i'm moving to KL for further studies

i don't remember if i did post about this

but what the heck.

I dint made it there..

I'm still stuck here..

with all the memories and past

Crap..

I fell apart

I guess i'm not moving on after all

wonder why..

she just comes out of my mind every time 

not to mean that she comes out

but

i think about her all the time

i wish i could live the past again

i wish i could..

i wish everything went well as friends instead

believe me.

i need to do a Russian Roulette on myself

but i don't have a Revolver

I'm just your typical everyday Loser!

(emo again?)

What has happened cannot be undone no matter how we want it to be. You have been a Great Friend. Rest In Peace, You will be greatly miss 

1990-2010

Jason Kiu

I'll remember the time we use to hang out in Form 1 and 2.

Those were the days buddy.

They Say

I may look like i'm not moving on

but I am.

I'm adapting to my new found path

I learn not to be Emo

I learn not be Depressed

It sucks being that way

Believe me

I have 4 more days to the End of my work 

and 

I'm back to class!

I know I've said that i wanted to change myself to start doing my work but not by the last min all the time

 i really think that i can do that

I mite be separated from my previous classmates and buddy's

it's a sign that's saying i should be more determine and confidence in what i do these days

My work

My relationships

My health 

My behavior

My attitude of being Alone!

I want to change all those.

but remain as the same all Tim to everyone who had known me,as a friend i mean

It's time for me to follow my new path 

and improved myself this year

I will

I don't care what people say and talk about me

Those bullshit are not True, and i got nothing in return if i Fight back

I walk the line, The line i choose

Im Sick

Enough said..

title says it all

why bother writing? 

just happy not going to work today.

hooray.. 

and Next week will be my final week at Sidewalk!

100th anniversary

The History of Old Trafford.

19 Feb 1910 - 19 Feb 2010

100 years of Old Trafford.

Proud to be a Manchester United Fan!

Win,Lose or Draw

Doesn't matter,I'm a United Fan for Life!

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!!

No roads left

Standing alone with no direction

How did i fall so far behind?

Why am i searching for perfection?

Knowing it's something i wont find.

In my fears and flaw, I let myself down again,all because.....

I run.

Ever wonder what happen to me for this past years?

I know that i'm changing from bad to worst to miserable.

Over the past year since high school,

I've suddenly have changed to someone that i dint expect out of me

I'm an Alcoholic

Smoker

and 

Bad Temper

What can i do to change that?

What?!!

My Friends said that I've been too quite.

i know that I'm always quite,

but what am i suppose to do?

I did my best, i tried till it hurt myself.

I'm just a typical lame guy i guess

I never did step up to do anything right

I never did gain Confidence at all

I'm just..

Nothing.

When did i lose my sense of purpose? 

Can i regain whats lost inside?

Why does my pain look like my pride?

Why do i feel like i deserve this?

Deafening Voices

"Can somebody please just explain to me

What happened to the way that we always said we'd be

Right now i don't know why i push through the pain that i got through

And i'm losing hope, tell me one reason not to."

Predict

I knew it

i know that i wont last long at Sidewalk..

this could be my final month there.

reasons?

due to my results

n

performance

i really need to step up my gear to get a good results

jz receive my results yesterday.

and it was bad bad bad!

not that bad

but really bad

I gt a B+ for photography

C- for Comp. Graphic

the rest

Life drawing

History of art

Design studies

i got a freaking D

and my GPA is like 1.24 something

and i have to pay full semester fees due to my GPA!

FCUK!

i really regret for not pushing myself doing my work last sem.

i promise for a Change

and i will change it

i'll do every single thing i can do jz to get a Good good Results!

and nothing is goin to stop me.

i hope... =/

And I'm Back

Where was i..

Oh ya..

Fallout 3,left 4 dead 2,Star wars,Bayonetta,Devil may cry,Wanted,Dark sector,Halo ODST,Halo 3,Prototype,The Saboteur,Wet,Prince of persia,Alone in the dark,Brutal legend,Bourne Conspiracy,Fuel,Pure,Condemned,Terminator,Dead Space n F.E.A.R!

Story lines, game ideas, design concept, sketches are all in my mind.

the only thing i'm hoping is that i wont fail any 1 of my freaking ass subject!

if i did.. well.. i guess i have to start all over.

now..

to work

My job at Sidewalk

was not bad at all

jz that its really really tired when there's lot of costumers.

the one thing i hated about costumers

that some of them are freaking asshole and a bitch!

but in the end i'll make them pay more.. yes,u mess with me, i'll mess with ur bills and food!

i don't care if u don't have enough cash, never ever for ever never so ever be fucking rude.

with me.

Post Mortem

1 hour to work

and i'm blogging.

1st i was so exited to work

now

well..i'm just playing game the whole time.

ha ha?

27 days to class

at least i can design more stuff due to a lot of imaginative ideas i got from games

Gears of War, Assassins Creed,Bioshock,Grid,Godfather,Resident Evil 5,Silent Hill:Homecoming,Mass Effect,Army of Two,Tekken 6,King of Fighters,Skate,GTA IV, Call Of Duty, Wolfvernstien, Darksiders and i'll continue more later on.

OFF TO WORK!

I had to tell the world

I'll be working tomorrow!

finally..no more boredom.

i wanna work work work!

Waiter or Bartender.

i don't give a damn.

Hello 'Sidewalk!'

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