Finally!

Since i got nothing much to blog about..
mite as well just blog bout this...

Got my results the other day...and it turn out suprisingly good..
here are my result...not that good la,but im satisfied enough..

Communication English B+
Creative Studies B+
Life Drawing B
Design Studies B-
Moral Studies C+

I really need to improve my moral...heh...i really suck at it,hope i can improve next sem,plus,it will be 7 subjects more
After getting my results, one of the lecturers just chose me to become an Usher(not the singer) for next week event,due to the Chief Minister is visiting the Campus..I mean, i cant believe im chosen? am i suppose to be happy,surprise? watever...but i accept it since i really want to be active in campus..rather than doing nothing...

Went to check out YouTube..just going through some songs and i found a new song that attracts me..Hoobastank new album For(N)ever,was really cool...i keep on listening to it over and over again..
here's one of my favourites



Enjoy the song...lazy to put up the lyrics..hah..this song doesn't mean anything to me..i just enjoy listening to it,and the lyrics are simply amazing...

Everything

Went to airport AGAIN this morning..Just to say farewell to our friend Prakash who's going back to Melaka...3 weeks felt so short..again,more friends are leaving kuching..sights..

As usual...its a boring day..again..

btw..
Happy Birthday Astika..
altho i dont really know you well in class but hey..your still my friend =) haha..
i know your leaving this Saturday...good luck in cyberjaya next sem.....
if your reading this, were going to have a farewell party for you this friday...well not exactly a party..but we'll plan it..haha..seems that everybody is busy these days..take time to arrange things..

Hope that i'll be leaving in 2 years time...since everyone is rushing leaving this place..im not going to rush myself..just hoping the campus in the US complete fast!!

Valentines Days Next Week...and everyone is asking me to make a plan for someone..but,yea....i dont know wheter i should do it or not....my mind is still selecting Single..
huh...wat the heck...i cant even think straight now...
i can assure everyone that its going to be another lonely valentine's day for me...
still...im happy..

Patience is all i need..

I've made to Sem 2..I gt a letter from my college saying that im in sem 2...
All i want is go to sem 2 and not to repeat Sem 1 like my other friends...All this while i though i dint perform well enough...but hey...im there...hahaha..

Cant wait for Sem 2...just 2 more weeks to go...

tHe weiRdo and the Nerd is now an Emo..

HI? my name is Tim....?

"oh, cut this son of a b***h crap!!.."

I used to be this crappy weirdo kid in primary school,i wonder why i was like that..but there's nothing wrong being a weird kid..i guess...??.. im still weird now..but not as weird last time..i think..i used to talk alot and play around too much till i get myself hurt in primary school...till the whole school knows me...well not all,but just the students that are same year as me..but i dint regret to be who i am..i met some great friends through out the year...and experience some...uhh..nvm..
I remember one of my friend ever ask me a question and i answer..afterthat he thinks im weird for the rest of his life! What the heck...
Here's the Question

I forgot his name : How do sleep at Night?

Me : Well,i forced my head into the pillow till i cant breath anymore..the next thing i know..its morning! =)

OK..afterthat give me a long stare...

Forget bout the past...now moving on to my high school!

My 1st day at school...yea,i was a nerd(thats whats i think)...i kept quiet and my specs is always lowered to my nose and my eye kept staring at ppl(which they think!!)...they hated me for doing so cause they though i was trying to create trouble with them...haha..weirdos! I just dont know why they think so...but then they turn out to be my friends now...

After those nerdy words of mine...i turn to be emo in Form 3...weird,i dint even notice that...i know i kept quiet,minding my own business and get pissed so quickly(there my real anger was born!).....i cursed alot...
Especially now...i kept saying Son of a bitch every time i wan to cursed...

But...everything turns out well..heh..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS!!

The other side of me

For the past few months...i had never though i would be such angry person...
I get pissed at small matters and turned it to such a serious matter..
i dont know what's going on with me..
but
im doing my best to chill myself and not to get angry at small matters..
if my habit of these continue,i know it will affect me, my friends and my family...

so...

Im sorry..
especially to..

Sherry
It seems that your the only person i always had been mad at..so, im sorry..i never though i would be such a jerk..i care for you and im sorry if im being such a protective person to you,cause you were my first ever friend at college since the 1st day i've arrive there..i just dont want you to go to wrong path and i just dont want to lose another friend...

John
I've known you for 7 years..sometimes i dont know why i was angry at you for no reason..so,i know that you will always ignore me and try to cool me down when im mad..so thx,im sorry if i ever offended you buddy..

Cyril
Maybe you deserve it,or maybe not..but i was never agry at you,if u ever feel offended..im sorry

Danson
Dude,i've known you since we were a kid..i know you dont remember, but i do...our family are close friends only when they met..we had never had an argument so far....well, maybe once...and it was bad..real bad..i remember i wanted to hit your head with the stick that i had..heh..which you did let me cool down for awhile...
im sorry for what happen in the past....

all im asking is forgiveness...if i dint get any...well maybe i deserve it..4 of you were my best friends,maybe you'll understand what are my intentions..

its a shit life for me...and im changing myself to become a better person..

emo...

im being emo nw...*sights*..
i miss my friends that are leaving to kl...
they were my best friends..
tho...i hv to accept the fact that.. im always alone...

sitting down outside my house and watching the sunset...
it felt so quite...
ive never felt these emptyness before..

i never though i could be so emotional these days...
but then...
hope to see see them soon...

i know i can get over about these in a few days...

Memories..

Went back to Green Road today..just to see some old friends, i had to wake up early due to the raining in the morning...cant even sleep due to cold n fear of flood...again..

Anyway...

After picking up alicia, we went to school just to make a suprise visit cause she only had 1 week holiday here...~sights~ if she had stayed more longer would be better tho,cause sherry's leaving this saturday..

When we arrived at school...to my suprise...the school looks...ORANGE?..i wonder whats going on in school,there's a new pond next to the hall,plants everywhere n even Taylors college banner?...weird...i never though the school would change that much..heh

Went to the Form 6 block..there were many new faces..we did get to met shayndee,shirly,lisa,thevanajahan n syafiq...and suprisingly our Geo teacher still recognise me..haha...he was suprise n impressed(i think) to heard that lycia is studying chef and im studying design..tho,im glad to meet him..

Wish we could stay more longer but we dont much time...but we did make plan to go out this Sunday!! Cant Wait...

U cant hear my bass...cause i sux!

Our servers guild held a praise & worship that monday night(or yesterday night)?, it was great tho.. there was a few mistakes..i dint get to perform, due to my EXPERT-ness of my bass with no sound! yea,laugh..i dint know...and no one give me any sign saying that my bass has NO SOUND! at all....i only can hear it nex to me..thats why i dint care at all...

BUT!!...

Nex month...i had been appointed to lead the band to perform...huh...wat the heck..i'll do my best..
Just hope that i wont be criticize again! like the last time...mempermainkan tuhan!!????? Wtf!!! i dint even know ok!! I'll do my best nex month! and this time my bass will have sound!! HAH!

now...i need to find a few songs..if i can...heh...

do come...NOT!

p a t h o l o g y

" i swear by Apollo, Asclepius, Hygieia and Pannaca...
and I take to witness all the Gods, all the goddesses...

I will prescribe regiments for the good of my patients according to
my ability and my judgment and never do harm to anyone...."

Being a Pathologists is what i always wanted to be. but somehow, im not meant for it. reasons..will i get use to see dead bodies,blood,brains,testicles and some other stuff that can make people puke...i know this job is kinda nasty and dirty...but still,its a job that i would love to have..its not that i want to take advantage on the dead bodies or what,its what i want to for medical,i dont know what am i saying..finding the cause of death or perform an autopsy is pretty cool to me...

Now...as i move on,i know i could not turn back...studying at Limkokwing taking Animation & Multimedia Design is good enough for me..and im proud to be part of the Limkokwing College..they say use all your creativity, and so i will...

I will forget about trying to be a pathologist...

Now i'll be focusing to be a Game or Animation Designner...
the pathologist thing..was just my second choice if i dont get to study in Limkokwing...

Alone

"Such a lonely day"

That's what been going in my mind these days...My sis went off back to KL today, the house has less noise now..bored..i miss my sis..no one to bully or to disturb,even my brother is leaving this week..eventho it has been like this since last year, i just need my family around me...
I even saw danson at the airpot today...he also went off to KL..

~sights~

Everybody's leaving..
Sherry will be leaving in like 11 days time..
John, he could be leaving after taking he's results from college..
So does Cyril after his SPM results...

All my best friends are leaving....

Being alone is not what i like tho..eventho i still have some friends in kch,but my best friends are the people i always hang out with everyday...
They kept asking me to follow them to KL...but i insist..cause all i wanted is to finish my Diploma here and continue my Degree at Limkokwing's new campus in US(if it's completes in time)...and i'll be patience..

All i ever wonder is......how does it feels when every of your friends are leaving....and your the only one that's left....

My new year resolution...

ITS 2009....so? I wanna start over again... the year 2008 has been such a memorable year for me...

Why??....well,i've experience working, hearbreaking moments, saddest days of my life, meeting new friends, old frieds starting to PALAT!....i shall never forget the past, 2008 is a year for me to remember...

NOW

2009

I wanna start over again
Be different(not to say be a jerk or an asshole)
Do all my assingments IN TIME
Find a part time job while studying
Be more manner and appropriet
Stop wasting money
Dont go CLUBBING anymore!!


Its all im asking for...eventho i do not know how to say a prayer,but i know that i can say it, cause recently,i went to Doulos to buy a Bible..& its pretty cool...i never though that i would brought a Bible...

I cant wait for my Sem 2 to begin....& yea,i LOVE ALL MY ASSINGMENTS!! Dont get me wrong or give me the look of death..i learn somethng from all the assingments...

& now i shall leave these spaces wit memories....

2008

Helpless people,dont save them....save yourself...


Stupit stuff that we do...


its all about the view....


I shall keep this pictue in my mind always....

Oh yea...and sherry, i admit...I am going to miss you when you go to KL..
I hope everything goes well for you there..
& i'll hope you'll be Happy always!
Thx for being a great friend....

Booze...

Im not addicted..im not desperate...or maybe..heh...nvm...its already 2nd of december,this morning i sit for my finals...it was easy...i dunno why...my friends would kill me if said that in front of them....but,what the heck...i dont give a damn...now my mind is focusing on Damai!! The reason why me & my friends went to damai every end of the year is mainly cuz of the beach,the view the peacefull night and of course...Booze....if there is no booze,then its no fun at all...seriously...you could'nt live without it...since i know a girl name Sherry(iboh terasa,this is a compliment,hehe).....we went out clubbing always..so yea..booze booze booze...ive seen it always..lets just say every week..heh....the only booze i would like is Vodka!! but during clubbing,we always ended up with chivas...huh...im getting tired of it....haha...and i cant wait for damai..cuz i'll be bringing Vodka!!!

Absolut Vodka!



This boooze only appear in front of me when KING PAUL is with us...

The ever popular....Chivas regal..


Thats my top 3 of booze....hehe..

As the days passes by..

Its been 2 & a half month already since i 1st start my college....and it has been great,even if i had to catch up with the subjects...but i manage to complete every single assignments by this week....i had a great time alongside some new friends i've met.....we've all spent alot of time hanging out instead of doing our works...even the lecturers had given us warning,but we still behave the way we are...heh....now the semester has end...& i still had 2 final exams left,that is Moral studies & Communication Studies...which are...quite easy....haha...seriously! It is...

Oh well..i cant wait for nex semester....gt 2 & a half month to waste....

The Class Of Design....this was after our Final Presentation..

The Happenings..

Its been a busy month for me.....from church work,clubbing to college assingments....its non-stop...i cant barely stand the burden that i have these days....but i tried my best to be happy with it, i shouldn't be complaining too much,since i wanted it tho....heh...here are some pictures....it will explaine everything...

Clubbing at Mojo
Vain...NOT!!

I dont have to explaine....danson was high....

Since he came back...we just cant stop going out 24-7...its great to have danson back...
Sounds so gay...i notice that...*sights*

Server's Dinner At Kingwood Inn

Me,Fredonia & Fay

After The clubbing week...i went for the Server's Dinner at Kingwood Inn..too bad,my eye was bruised due to futsal match the nite before...


Now this is Vain....exclude me...heh


My bruised eye...while el(mom) is trying to take a pic of us...


Me,El & Winnie...nice pic...

but then.....


So called Cat Fight between me & winnie...haha...while el sempat posing for the camera...

Shisha At Little Lebanon


This was after Shisha....i'll upload sum pic of us shihsha-ing.....soon...

And finally....My Group Project called "Innovate Sarawak"...Its our final project....& its gives us alot of stress working on a A1 or A0 canvas......we were given 3-6 weeks to do...but we started las min...heh...thats what every student does...


This is our canvas....& our sketching...I know,there's pink....since the lecturers wanted us to make it look striking...so....we did....heh...we do had sum fun time while doing the canvas.....

Thats all for now.....

TAGGED BY TIM

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instructions with your picture.
5. Tag 10 people to do this.

Sherry

Chrislynn

John De Damn

Dancy Boy



Whover thinks their Tagged!

Cheap!

Last Saturday nite....was an embarassing nite...for me.... *sights* Thx alot John...

It aint a long story...that nite me & john went to watch ManUtd match at lou yaw....which ended up in dissapointment...they draw.....huh....anyway, then we went to Links to pick up Sherry,cuz she was in at the UCS Prom Nite, at the same time....me & john desperately try to find a parking space cuz we wanted to pee....(real bad)......we were searching the whole place like a bunch of retartds....so we went to Links..which happens to be a club....

After done pee-ing??........uh,watever....ignore my bad english....& yes Im Sober NOW!

Anyways,while waiting for Sherry, John Suggest that we should drink sum beers while waiting...I dissagree at 1st,cuz for 2 days in a row we went out just to drink alchohol....then at last he finally convince me to get sum......While we were heading towards the Bar,i notice the bartender was looking at us the whole time....then we realise that we were wearing short pants,sandle & t-shirt,& i happen to wear a ManUtd Jersey....DAMN!! The worst is yet to come,when me & john having a hard time choosing beers....

Here's the conversation between ME , JOHN & The Bartender!

John:Uhh.....excuse me,How much is 1 bottle of Carlsberg?
Bartender: Its RM 17.00
John: Owh....um....tim how wei?
Me: Uh..i dont know....u suggests lah...u wanted it...not me...
John: But you agree just now!!
Me: Owh..yea ho....uh..watever lah...as long its beer...
John: uh..what your cheapest beer here?
Baetender: Tiger Beer...its RM 12.50
John: Owh,ok...then Tiger beer lah...
Me: k...
John: um...1 bottle..& 2 cups...
Bartender: ???????(I know he's thinking about something,but i cant figure it out)

As The bartender serve us...he pour the tiger beer to each of our cups...which mine only half a glass....(1 bottle is not enough....AT ALL!! Learn That JOHN!) Then John ask the bartender for sum ice.....which sum ice turn into 1 big bucket of ice...!! So, i take 1 ice & i slip while holding the ice...it splash into my beer..which makes my place where im sitting look like a guy who doesn't know how to drink! Then,i realise that the Bartender was laughing out our ass!!

Then,sherry came...so we told her our story...-i think-...after that she decided to buy sum drinks too..too make us not look cheap! But,when she order the cocktail,we just realise that the cocktail that she order............was only.. Rm 10.00......

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Damn....why cant we read the menu properly....& it makes us look even Cheap than ever....

THX ALOT JOHN! I realise that everyone was looking at us......How embaressed....

It aint worthtless..BITCH!

When i first take my Animation & Multimedia Design, i though it would be easy....cuz mainly it will be jz drawings...well,of course its all about drawing,but its freaking hard...when it comes to Life Drawing...the lecturers would put up anything including a plant,helmet,chairs & about everything!! And we have to complete it by that day...huh..& we had to play with colours,charcoals soft pastels that are not easy to handle with....my drawings look like a piece of crap!!

But....i try my best to do all my assingmenst...even if it takes years to do...i cant let my dreams to become a Game Desingner to be destroyed just like that,i'll do my best to improve myself,& i cant never hated my assingments!!......Designs shall never be underestimate...one of my friends says that design is like a peice of rubbish! No future & not worth it! Well FUCK YOU BITCH!! Im not the one whose working under some ppl & own Rm1500 per month!! Even with that money you wont even have enough money to buy yourself a HOUSE!! Think your better than me......sheess.....I'll prove to you that Designs is not worthless...designs are important to every one in their daily life...arts,fashion,architechture,interior...anything that had to do with designs is important!

And now.....i got to finish my assingments....heh...

Music is everything to me!

When it comes to music...im obsess with it..Today(not officially), Rise Against had finally release their new album! Appeal to Reason is their 5th album.their 1st single to be release called "Re-Education",i listen to all their tracks in youtube...it was cool...i notice that they have change their style of music...but the lyrics are the one that attracts me..especially "Hero Of War" & "The Strength To Go On"

Some of the fans were complaning & dislike the band because they really change their style...yeah,i admit i do like the old albums "The Sufferer & The Witness",Siren Song of The Counter Culture","Revolutions Per Minute" & "The Unraveling"..those four albums include the best song of the year because of their cool rythm,lyrics & SCREAMING!! That was the only thing that was missing from their new album...even they change their style,i still listen to their music! The fans should appriciate what the band had release,cause they've been through alot just to make 1 album...True Fans never ever dislike their favourite Bands even they had change!!

The New Album Cover!

Holidays

Last Week i went to Fredonia's Birthday Party at Penview Inn...wat a birthday,i never have that kind of birthday party before...cuz i like my birthday to be simple..haha...kinda lazy to write wat happen but i'll post sum pictures....

Elroy,John & Me

Poco-poco...i hate to do it...but i was tempted....


Hershel,me,Elroy,Rinnie & John...The Weirdo's

Fredonia,me & Chyntia

Then..During Raya..I went visiting with my friends...We went ot few houses..make me sick..eat to much...haha..happen to everyone tho...

Craving for more....



The Next Day,our church have a ADYC Youth Nite..sumthing like that..anyways...i went early to help them..me & Nathaneal ended up cutting vegetables...while the rest..doing the easy job...damn..take advantage on us....seems like only me & nat are doing all the hard work....arranging the tables & chairs..thtas all...doesn't seem that hard..heh..

Then at nite,we were having fun..the praise & worship work out really well...

We were having fun with the ballons.








Then,the fun continues...the next nite...i went to grappa...just for fun...but my fun,din't last long...by 12...or before 12...i was drunk....i dint really remember what happen...but i know i dance...& i was enjoying learning the YMCA!!! Yeah,i love that song...america's favourite song of all time...haha..

I was wasted that nite....



After 3 & a half hour of clubbing...we went home..& i had to drive home by myself...good thing i was still myself that time..or else i wont be reaching home...

And Finally today....all my friends went back to KL...even aldrich,his flight was 11am..too bad..i wanted to go to say farewell...but din't get to do so.....at least we chat while we were in church this morning...in the evening,i went to the airport to send my brother....

Now...The days are as usual...tomorrow have class..felt lazy to go...i miss the HOLIDAYS!! Cant wait for the nex holidays!!