Happy Gawai Everyone!!!

Hope Decays

Its week 14...
my 2nd sem is coming to an end soon..
wondering why the time pass by really fast...

July will be my 3rd sem...if i make it..

i dont wanna leave to early...
sem 4(next year) means i HAVE to..wait,compulsory!! move to Cyberjaya..
Not interested in Cyberjaya at all....no offence,but im just not interested in KL
i just wanna finish my diploma here or either get a 2 semester at UK or US..
thats where i wanna be...
I dont care bout swine flu.....i just go there to pursuit my study...
i dont care how hard it is to live alone in another country..but hey...its worth it..

having a Recycle Day today at Campus...why am i not there yet??
i'll be going now..will upload picture on the event..

Borneo Beats awaits me!!

I was left 4 dead in left 4 dead..

The obsession over the game...

i just dont know how to explaine...
every week...
at least 3-5 times we'll be playing at the cyber cafe just to play the game,even tho we can play at our own house..
but its more fun when you play with your friends...especially being the infected!!

Me,John,Cy,Raymond..

we just cant get enough of this!!

The few reason why we like to play this game...we just love to blow those suckers up!!!

by the way...we made a good team..

anyone interested...just chat with me through my chat box here...

we would love to challenge YOU!

R.I.P
IRWING LAJA

Altho i dont really know you well...but you'll be remember by your friends,family and the whole Limkokwing Borneo students!!


rest in peace buddy.

God bless you

New Divide is coming!

JUNE 26

Transformers will be officially release!

thats not the only thing im exited about..

"NEW DIVIDE"

the new title and soundtrack for the Transformers:Revenge Of The Fallen by
Linkin Park!

Yup...new song, means new album...soon...i guess..

tho im busy..

still will find a way to Blog these days

been playing Left 4 Dead at Mad Cafe for 1 week..5 times

I guess me,john,cy,theo and raymond just cant stop playing...

FINAL PROJECT

IN

PROGRESS

....

BUSY

NO TIME TO BLOG

AND WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE?????!

WATCH CROW ZERO TO RELIVE MYSELF

good movies helps...

Friends

At first it was such a bad month for me..

for being emo and depressed..

I dint know what get me that day..
But im just tired of it...

No more Emo,Depressed and Sadness..
There's no point of being what can really hurt you the most..

Now

It's different..

Why?

....
Friends
They were there since the beginning,to help and listen...those are friends for..
No one could live without friends..

Im happy again, with that smile on my face..it helps, cause i can concentrate on my assingments...when i was still emo, i couldn't concentrate to do my work...and it suxs! my assingments are all due now..and im racing to finish it...i dint sleep,eat or drink just to finish my assingments...and i dint know how easy it was when i do it! heh..damnit...my ideas always comes last minute...

Everyday is still exactly the same tho...just that i dont drive anymore...since my brother already finish his course in KL..

Oh well..at least im not tired..

Im a happy guy now..
April and May was a great month for me...everything work out perfectly...


Wouldn't forget this...

So please..try to make me happy..not emo anymore..


or else....

K A Z O K U FAMILY

The Kazoku family was born...

We were just like a family since the beginning of college ...

Designing stuff or t-shirts
Doing crazy stuff
Hang out
Talk Crap
Do assingments...slowly...
and some other stuff..etc

glad to be part of the family

The Family





Shuq

Melvin


Me(Tim)


Zami

Qawieem

Elandy


Im happy to have such a great friends..like these people..

35 days later....

Its been a really long time i dint update my blog....

Alot of things happen in that 35days time...some of it were the happy times,sad,and depressed...

I've decided to change myself from the most emo and depressed person ever to a happy go lucky...none of my friends like to see emo,they all know me well...the person who always smile everytime i enter the class...laughing in class,doing crazy stuff with my buddys.. for some reason i've been emmo for the past week...and none of them like who i was that time...some of my friends even told me not to be emo or else she'll smak me! I do realise i have a caring friends..... thanks all..

I know there's no point of being sad and depressed always....what do we get from it??? NOTHING!!
so yea...id rather be happy now...

anyway...


the past 35 days has been great... I join in the Breeze Model Seach with Limkokwing..i join cause i was challenge by my lecturers and friends...*damn*..
Altho i dint make it to the top48..but im happy enough to see my friends were in the list...

2 days ago went to watch X Men:Origins:Wolverine!!! finally i get to see a movie that reall satisfy me enough!! whoever says it boring and suck!! well u dont deserve to watch a great Marvel frachise movies....im a big fan of x men since i was a kid!!


going to watch the movie again this saturday...cant wait!! =)

thats all from me now....

Faith In need

hate

anger

sad

emo

..............................

what else can i say now.....

how i wish i was somewhere else where problems doesn't follow...

i want to go away...

away..

far away....

where lonely meets loneliness of me...

i guess me being alone...is better...

god..

only you can explaine whats going on with me...

im not alright

im broken..inside..

i show my fake smile..everyday...

why..

tho..im thankfull for my friends who were there to cheer me up...

melvin,jason,zami,qawieem thx for the help...

since the beginning of sem 2...we hang out everyday and talk crap..

doing assingments and play games...

i know i need to face my own problems...but it really is distracting me in my studies...

i would stare and day dreaming...

thinking

thinking

all day long....

i needed faith in myself...

only god can explain

i've never said a prayer before in my life...

never...

starting tonite..

i will..

Every Day Is Exactly The Same

I belive i can see the future
Cause i repeat the same routine

wake up
drive
class
eat
class
drive
eat
watch tv
online
sleep

read from the beginning again and again...that's what i do everyday

i think i used to have a purpose
but then again, that mite have been a dream....
i can feel their eyes are watching
in case i lose myself again
sometimes i think im happy here.....
yet i still pretend

maybe in 2 and a half year it'll change..or maybe not...how sometimes i wish i could get out from the life i had now and move on to another place or country and start a new life..
i dont know how long can i stand..
some people say to me-get over it,chill,relax,dont think too much or get a girlfriend...
the last one could be worst if i choose it..i dont know what kind of person will i be for the person that im about to share a life with..i can be sucky ''bf'' if u know what i mean..or maybe i just read my own blog to myself and maybe i'll know what kind of person am i...
no realtionships for me for now..
the truth
im not a happy guy
im a depressed, emo, blur, angry...person
maybe there's more than that...
if anyone could add that up...i would love for you to comment on my blog and tell me who the fuck am i!

.....

and you know what's the best thing is about at the end of the day?

Tomorrow it starts all over again...

The little things

I get pissed at little things...
dont know why...
i hated it...
i cant changed myself..
who am i if i cant be me...

why cant i be different..
be different..
i know i changed alot..
but changed to another sick son of bastard that everyone have seen everyday by the streets
i drink
clubbing
smoke

i had to get rid of those fucking habits!
and i mean it...
including my habits of getting mad and pissed at small little things!
i hurt my best friends feelings over some small little things...again!

who the fuck am i...?!
all i know..that im just another stupit person that ever lived..

i know god wanted me to appreciate life more...eventho we've been through the worst day,week or years of our life...
i try to lived up to that...
but i just cant do it..

i can deal with fate..but not the little things

Wrong Turn

Yesterday evening was not a day for me to remember..
I was involved in an accident...where? In front of my house...yeah...stupit right.

I was on my way home..i went inside my house junction already,since my mom wanted to use the other car...so i reverse,and i went to parked near the bus stop thats infront of my house..after my mom reverse..so i went in...i look behind at 1st..the bike was very far behind me...so went to inside junction again, and thats went it happen...it happen so fast that the bike rammed me...it was like nex to me...my seat again!! the guy flew away and so does his bike...(i though it was some stunt man doing some stunts but ended up failing)..heh..

anyway

Went out to check him...thank god his alive! if he dint wear his helmet,...well..u know what will happen...he was bleeding on his left arm...i wasn't panic cause i know it wasn't my fault...cause i remember putting on the signal light to the right! so my mom decided to send him to Timbaland Hospital which was the closest...he had to get some stiches..but he was fine..

So my mom settle about the bike and car...and agreed to pay for our own damage..we want this to be settle quick,since his not from kch...

My car..well..the right door was in a total wreck! my sidemirror was gone! serious...i dont even know where...the rim was wreck too due to high impact..so i got no car for the moment...sights!

FUCK...FUCK! SON OF A BITCH!! i curse all day long cause i dint expect it would happen...

Today went to church...some of my friends ask me wheter im okay or not....im glad to have friends that really care tho..i cant really sleep due to the incident..

Oh well...like sherry said...move on...thx for talking chatting with me yesterday tho...she tried to calm me down...but i always insist...haha...wat the heck...i dont even want to remember what happen anyway...

another way for me to forget about it and make me calm these day...is music!! yeah..listening to Rise Against all day long...even when im on my way to church today...haha...so now..im chill and relex...everything is settle,my car is the garage,thinking bout finishing my assingments,play with my cat and dog...yea..normal life resumes...

this is the song that really calm me down...its Rise Against-Heaven knows....who say punk rocks no longer exist!! this is the only punk rock band that always inspired me and made me move on...

Tiredless

Its been long time i dint blog...the day pass by really fast...dint even realize its March
Class started last week...
Tiring..
Morning to Evening..

Yet

i don't feel like complaining..
receive more assignments...all due next week...
the most enjoying class i've been...Photography Class..
Gonna get my Camera soon-Nikon D60..cant wait...
Cause i ended up sleeping for awhile at Civic Center while others are busy taking pictures of buildings and views..

been playing futsal 3 times in 4 days time...very tiring,yet im not satisfied with my performance..so i decided to play more to improve...my fatigue and fitness is kinda low now...i needed a rest...but i dont seem to care bout it...hope to play futsal again this saturday or sunday...

im becoming tiredless these days...i would wake up at 7am to go to campus..due to parking spot and attendence..

but the one thing i would share to all my friends...i fall for someone for the 1st time in 5 years..but i would take things slow...cause i dont want to ruin the friendship between us.....i dint even think about having relationships for now....the word single is still in my mind.

A day to remember

Cant sleep...due to flu..so i decided to blog about what happen that day...

Reach campus at 6.40am..no one was there...i think,but then i walk around..cant find anyone yet except all the lecturers that are busy doing their stuff..
Went to Design Studio 1,found everyone there...finally..i though i was alone..
The usher had get their make up..i had to cause i was force..they dint do much..so went down to take my pin and pass..i was working with jane..witch i know my job will be change again,and it did..working with jane was the easy thing...lead the parents to their sits and thats all..
When the CM and Tan Sri arrive..everyone gather and take pic..i dint join in cause there was too many ppl...

As they all went up..i was handling the food for the guest..the food,well...i was chatting with this girl..i forgot her name(sorry),but were both ended up being friends...since we both are assign to handle the job..transfer the food to another plate, it was a stupit job to do la..then went the noodles arrive..we smell something really awfull..i knew it was the noodle tho,since it arrive the smell was reallly awfull..i meant how could we serve this kind of food!!
Saw ppl eat it..i lose my appitite..some ppl know some dont...eww..

After all the hard works..we went to the MPR to see some performances from the Africans and Local students..it was great tho..i did take some pic..but it was'nt clear..i'll find the pic if i did found it..

here are some pic that i found....i'll post more soon..

Waiting for the arrival of Tan Sri

There he is....1st time i saw him tho..

Some other Vip's

Saying goodbye to all the Vip's,Cm and Tan sri

This was the ending actually...we took pic wit the Tan Sri!

it was fun..everyone cheer and scream!

U can see me!! haha..it was great that day...my hand was red due to none stop clapping..

more pic to upload soon...

The event end at 2.30pm i think...
Altho we are tired...me and my friends went to eat at Hock lee..since we dint eat for lunch..then we went to the arcade to really some tension..doesn't really work..
So we decided to go play Counter Strike..since there was only 1 girl with us..she join in,she was the one who plan to go play it..so we did..
She was a KILLER in the game..i dint underestimate her since she told me that she use to play it always..the rest..well......they were suprise..haha..then we went home to take a rest..since Class starts Next week..so we wont be going out till sunday..

And i was sick when i got home...due to the rain...huh..
Still i was happy to be part of the event..
and im proud to be part of the Limkokwing Univercity..

Cant wait for Sem 2!

72 hours to sleep

Im tired...
woke up at 5.30am..
went for breakfast then to campus...

crap..im really really tired...
i'll update when my mind is ready to write in the stories about what happen...
it was a day to remember at campus tho..

farewell...update soon enough...

For Warrick

The new season and the 1st episode of Csi was the most saddest episode ever! the second one was in Csi Miami where Tim Speedle was killed in a gun fight...

anyway..

The death of Warrick Brown really was not the thing i expected to happen...i wanted him to live and quit csi..safely..but,he ended up dead...shot by Undersheriff McKeen(u son of a bitch!)...the whole team of csi was fooled by him..on the other hand, Sara Sidle came back!! but with a sad face cause she heard about what happen to warrick...the storyline in this 1st episode was really sad and touching...Warrick died cause he knows the truth,he sees Gil Grissom as a father and he had a son! suprisingly! none of the csi members dint really know he had one...it was greg and sara who find out that Warrick kept a secret from everyone..


this is where everyone cried....yea,i did...warrick brown was my favourite character btw...

Warrick Brown had no family,he was raise by his granmother..but then she died...and that makes Warrick Brown a great character in this series..he said that grissom,nick,catherine,sara and greg was the only family he had..

here's a little preview of the 1st episode of the new season..
btw,the song they use in this promo is called The Funeral by Band of Horses..good choice to make me even sad! =(

Day 2- Boring day

As all the lecturers say,today will be the real rehearsel day...we all will learn what to do and say..
so we did...at 11am..yea,i wonder who set up the time at 8.30am! we had to wait till 10 am then we had a briefing for awhile...My post was change(again) now im the Main Usher...my job is to lead the guest or the Vip to the MPR..and i had to entertain them by talking to them..i dont know wheater i can do it or not..since the the big day is 2moro!!! huh...but all i know,that my post will be change yet again..

At 11am..it was panic for all of us..Cause Tan Sri said he will be coming..and yea,he did...we panic and we immedietly take our positions..and we had to do what were train to do...CLAP! yea..thats it..and he went up by himself..

After lunch,we had another rehearsel at 1.30pm...yea rite!? Me and the whole Ushers were waiting from 1.30pm till 3.30pm...nothing!! We were waiting like some retards!
then,all the lecturers came down and we clap(again) farewell to the Tan sri..cant blame the lectureres...their were doing the hard works there...and they apologize for not informing us...Katrina told us that we all should go home and take a rest cause the nex dat,everyone had to come very early..as in 6.30am or 7.00am!

Its been along time i dint wake up that early...haha...oh well..i'll do my best 2moro..

Chaos

All i want to find is...a simple Formal Black Shirt, sumthing like an office wear...and size S
Its damn hard for sumone like me to find it..
Went to tHe Spring...went everywhere in the shopping mall....none...

Then..i went to Boulevard...there i just went to 1 section..and ask them "do u have a office wear,black colour and size S?" ok...so she went looking for it..they say they dont have anymore..so i said i need any brand la..i dont care cheap of wad...i just need it by tonight,cause i'll be wearing it by 2moro...so the women was like telling everyone there to look for it..they ran around,asking got or not,they even ditch the counter,one of them even scream ''did u found it!!??"...wat the heck?! i wanted them to chill...altho it was almost closing time....but chill...but,their hard work dint pay off...cant find any..bleh..

So,i went acroos boulevard to find..and i did found one...simple..ceh,i could have been like not panic too just to look for a Formal shirt...

Sorry for causiong such a trouble...hehe...

Day 1-Rehearsel

Woke at 8.49am..i though i was late,so i quickly take my shower and all...went to campus..
then..i though i was late,saw Sasya there sitting by herself...i dint even see any of the ushers... ok?...after that i just know that the time had change..10.30am..huh..i could have sleep a little bit longer...damn..went for breakfast then came back...right on time, emmanuel said that there's a short breifing with soo boon and katrina..they arrange who and what were suppose to do...

My Job is boring..all i had to do is stand at the door and welcome them,the worst is i had to show any vip's or people to the toilet..bleh...at least being the usher at the ground floor is fun and they get to take pictures with the Tan Sri and all,its more happening there...while im with other 3 students are going to wait at the 3rd floor and lead them to their sits...we went up and down the whole day...and it was tiring...after the rehearsel,i went off to find my formal shirt with Fidrus..dint find any..

Crap...tired now...and im writing this down just to say it....oh well..2moro have to wake up early again...and we have to wear formal! All black! and the damn wheater is hot!