10/17/09

She's so

After Watching

and Obsess

On Kamen Rider Decade!


I just cant stop watching

Natsumi

Alson Know as Kanna Mori

She's So

Adorable!

=]

i cant believe i said that

Oh well..

Better save my energy for tomorrow's Football Match Against the Army!

HENSHIN!

10/16/09

Where Was The Old Time?

I miss her

I do

Why did this happen to us?

Sights

I sound so freaking EMO!

Why cant i just not be EMO for a Week!

A week!

Its all i'm asking

I want to be HAPPY always!

Why cant you just stop msgging me telling me its wrong msg!?

Everytime you msg me, id think about you

Hell, I think about you everyday!

I hope my move to KL will be approve..

I need a time on my own.



10/14/09

Thats What HE Says

I use to say

Fuck You and Go to hell

Every time when people tries to ask for forgiveness from me

I know i could be a mean and sarcastic bastard

but

I need to change those

The reason why i say those cause i get pissed off really fast

I'm a Hot Headed Tempered Person!

Thats me

I dont need to be that person anymore

God Says

If people make fun of You

Laugh at them

If they insult you and bully you

Laugh harder

Cause there's no point of fighting back

What do you get in return?

Nothing

If i hate that person so hard cause that person ruin my life

I still have nothing in return

except hurting myself thinking about the problems

to anyone that i have hurt before

forgive me or not

i can accept it

Hate me or not

I wont mind

10/13/09

Pure

I'm Alive

and

I'm Dreaming Out Loud

Such a Boring Day

...................

I scored 3% out of 60% in my History Of Art mid-term exam??!!!

Surprise

I'm Not

Cause it was freakingg Hard!

Try to learn those

You'll eventually know how i feel..

Time to Sleep! Sleep! Sleep!

Wake me till the morning after!

This is it

Its been 3 months pass by

but still

Micheal Jackson's

Songs

and

Dance move

Still plays in my head

This is his story

his final rehearsal

before his tragic death

that shock the World

This is it


The Hardest Choice

Decisions decisions decisions

its hard for me these days

i have too many choices

or not

Animator Designer

Magazine

and

Photography

yes

Photography

recently

I've been very active in the Photography Field

Any events

I'll join in no matter what

I dont know what makes

me so exited about it

i do realizes that my skills are improving abit


maybe i'll ended like this dude here

oh well.

wherever it takes me

its worth it

and i dont know why did have the time to blog alot now

Back to WORK!!

nvm.

i'll just sleep

10/12/09

Good God Y'all

Sometimes i wonder

why do i miss her?

after what happen few weeks ago.

its so..weird

and
....

nevermind.

i wish we can turn back time,

and back like it was before

i know my mistakes

and i'll learn from it

maybe

Single is the best way for me

maybe

God has better plans ahead for me

maybe

it's too early for me

not the time

i cut my hair short

to start a new leaf

and

i'll focus more on my works

it' all i can do

at church

its a different story now

my name was not on the duty roster for 1 month!

WOW!

to tell you,

i'm not happy

it's like they dont wan me around after they blame me for nothing!

what for the sake of the information!

im not a freaking spy you suckers!

i dont mind if you all blame and accused me

i have the patience for that

but

not letting me serve for God!?

that bullshit i tell you

it really is!

i'll stay away from you suckers from now on

i would take the blame and all

but you'll never stop me from serving God!!

Do i?

After cutting my hair short yesterday

everyone was in shock!

i wonder why....

they called me the Good boy!

Crap...no thx.

I hate that.

I've been label that ever since i told them i go to church every sunday morning

of course i am

but at night

i'm different.

>=]

hahahaha.

my head feels so aerodynamic

so light

i think i can run faster now.

beware futsal opponents !

10/10/09

I dont want it to end

I'm trying to make myself comfortable now

but everyday

i just get very tired all the time

Monday to Friday

Non stop class

At night Futsal with the College Team

Twice to three times a week

And theres the event that been happening every month

Gigs
Party
Celebration

and all that

I dint even get enough sleep!

Its crap

but i like it

I'm being very active and the end of the year

and i'm enjoying it every last moment of it

My college

Makes my day everyday

I don't want to leave Limkokwing Borneo just yet

10/9/09

I want to belive

2 days ago

Newspaper saying that the Indonesia's Vigilante People's Democratic Defence
i'll make it short.."Flag"

Will be invading my hometown on the 8th

Today they sent out a warning saying their coming

I can see why my neighborhood is sooooo damn quiet

but is it true?

that they can stand bullets and sharp objects?

i got nothing against Indonesians
My friends are from there, and i totally respect them
and if they did attack, i mean...invade
go for those who deserve it

Like those idiotic politics

now, im not allowed to leave the house.
thanks alot!
but there was no invasion
nothing
i hope

but something tells me

.....

i have a feeling that they are going to invade

not today
not friday

but this saturday

why?

cause the VIP's will be there
crowds are there
everyone is at the Padang Merdeka..

and im one of them.

well at least im not going there alone just to see those crappy prime ministers
my whole college is doing a parade all the way from my college to the field

by walking!

it sounds fun

but the threat doesn't.

i really hope that nothing bad will happen

or else

you'll be seeing me in the front page on the Sunday Post with my College Flag and my Camera with me

10/7/09

Im not moving

If one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your Heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be

so i'm not moving

9/29/09

When The Wind Blows

You left me for good

Back to reality for me

i just need to forget about You

Did i regret? no..i had no regrets to be with you

I'll learn from my mistakes


I cant wait for the year 2009 to end

and hello to 2010

That will be my time to Change

Start a new Journey for myself

and i'm Eager to leave this place

I'll miss my hometown

and i'll miss you the most

and i'm really am thank full to have my friends who really support me the whole time

Cheers! =]

9/17/09

The Love of the Killing Games!

This is my 100th post
=]


What will the world be without Violence?
I dont wish for those
But if its a Game

I wouldn't mind at all

The Game Prototype really makes me wanna play the game over and over again
why?
Cause its more like GTA and Assasins Creed.
You can Kill anyone
Be anyone
Start a chaos
and the best of all you can go anywhere in the Big city of New York and do anything!
This game really KICK ASS every single action game i've ever played in my entire life!

If there's anyone wanted a real Game,this is the Game that everyone

and this Game is gonna be part of my Assingments for my Magazine Spread!

9/16/09

Somewhere,Some Place Better

Its my 3rd Sem in Lkw.
Time flies by so fast

I dint even realise that im in college
im 19 means im getting old
driving
and all that

But to think about it.
I wanted to be in Lkw till im Degree

But my mind
Changes Everyting

I wanted to go to my dream College
Yeah,its not Limkokwing(sorry)
Its Arts Center College Of Design in Pasadena,California

It would be great if i had a chance to study there
and i would love to take my degree course there
hope they have Masters of Design
that would make me interested in my Course even more

BUT

there's always a but

I dont felt like leaving yet
Not the time!

I love my Friends here
My Family
My Cat & Dog
My Home
The Food
My Girlfriend especially
I would never leave those

Without all of those

I wont be here writing this blog
and tell everyone my stories in here..

9/14/09

Slowly i adapted

Its been weeks i dint update.
Been through hell for awhile
Everything turn out really bad
except one

My relationship

Now the only thing im worried is.
Some of the things thats been happening.
Im scared that it'll affect our realtionship.
Of course, were happy to be together
but there are things that doesn't seem right
From what i've know
oh nvm..
i dont feel like telling it here yet.
but i will..

the only i could say is
izit wrong for me and her to be together?
and what the fuck have i ever done to you before!? or your relatioship?!

thats all..

only God knows what the heck happen to you..
I treat you like a Good Friend,and this is what i get in return..
YOU FUCKING HYPROCRITE!

8/31/09

One Way

Million Miles

For my Creator

You gave me life

Now Show Me How To Live!

To be myself is all can do

I want to Move on

Forgetting about my past

Cause i hate it..

Show me a way..

Will you?

8/28/09

Back To Square One


Watching my friends
The videos and all..

Makes me wanna play skate again..
Its been years i dint skate

felt like buying my own deck
and start Skating! =]

AGAIN!

8/26/09

My lost.

When it comes to admit..

I do miss you.

Wish everything went well between us.

I dont hate you

Im not angry at you

I've never accuse you

Never

I miss your smile

Your laugh

The times when you always cheer me up

Listening to your problems and all

and

The person that you are now

You are the type of person thats immposible to find.

......

8/25/09

Winchester's are Back!

A must see Final Season of Supernatural!!
I cant belive its gonna end in season 5..
crap.
This is my most favourite Tv Shows of all time..

Hope they'll be season 6!

I Hate

I hate Strangers who thinks im they're friends
I hate being Sad
I hate being Angry all the time
I hate being Depress
I hate being Emo
I hate Polotics
I hate Backstabbers
I hate friends who talk behind my back
I hate those wannabe
I hate those people who think they're Cool
I hate Slow Internet
I hate Stairs
I hate Cops
I hate it when i dont have anymore credits in my Phone
I hate Lag
I hate to Lose all the time
I hate the thing called Love

I hate myself

for doing all the mistakes and all those shit thats been happening in the past week!

8/24/09

Empty

Is this the moment where i look you in the eye
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
and everything, it will surely change

I try to catch my breath again.
and im hurt much more,than anytime before

I've show and tried my best
and this is what i get..
i never knew you were that kind of person.

You deserve someone better
better than me.

Im better off Alone.

8/22/09

What's Love Gotta Do With This?


I celebrated my birthday simple
Went dinner with my Family
Thats all..

And all speculations that my relationship with her seems faded
Well, its just the beginning.

My friends kept Congratulating me
I can accept that
But its not that im getting Married.

My friends were to Exited to hear the news that Im in a Relationship
For how long i was single
They're all tired seing me being alone and emo.

I made the first move, and she accept it.

But the only thing is, will she Love me as much as I Loved her?

8/17/09


I felt like singing this song.

Just to Cheer myself up..

Forgive Or Forget About It!

The way you talk to me is different

Stop pretending that your not mad at me

I know when people are mad at me.

Apolagize is not enough.

Then what else do wanted me to say?

Sing One Republic's Apolagize to you?

That diffenetly wont work...

Or maybe i think too much.

WAY TOO MUCH!

8/16/09

This Is How It Ends

You can blame me for what's been happening

But this is how it ends..

It ends in hated and ignoring each other.

I dont hate you for ignoring me

Cause there's no point if i hated you..Id rather see you hated me.

So, yea..I've got no feelings for You anymore..

Im not desperate

I know how to move on

I can cope with anything thats been happening..

Im a happy guy, so there's no point for me to be sad, emo, depressed..

I know i've said that many times, but my emotions changes at times.

Good Luck with everything

You deserve someone better.

=]

As for me..

Im better off alone

I have Friends

Family

God

Good Music

and

Assignments

Just to make me happy and forget about the past.

Here's a song for you.

If you ever read this.

8/15/09

The Game That Brought Me To Life

Eversince i went to YouTube
I cant stop exploring every good videos
..
But one caught my eye, and it totally reminds me of the old old times when i use to have my Ps1
The videos of Resident Evil 1, 2 and 3:Nemesis.
Not only i watch the gameplay, but the soundtracks from the game itself really remind me.
=[

I wish i had my ps1 back.
Ppl say Ps2 is better, yeah it's better.
But the horror games, it'll never beat the dark and creepy games from ps1
Doesn't matter the graphics are not cool, but the gameplay and the storyline are the one's that i'll be looking for..
Resident Evil 2 was my personal favourites..







8/12/09

Superb!!

Everytime there's movie adaptation from Comics,i'll be very very interested in watching it!
=]

I've just came home from watching G.I Joe Rise of The Cobra!
And it was freaking coool!
Beginning to the end,none stop action!!


I really wanna watch it again and again and again!

Good movie's makes me feel better..

it takes my mind of You.

8/9/09

I felt pathetic


Seems like everything is not alrite at all..
I tried my best to smile
Still you seem pissed

Fine.

If this is how it goes..
Id prefer seperate ways.
You dont know how does it feels to be me
To live this life of mine.
Sure it takes few seconds to reply..
BUT!
At times i CANT! Alrite!
I dont like being mad..especially at you..
Never. I was never mad at you for what you've been doing and all..

This use to happen before, but why now?
Why not few months ago?
Why does it have to be now!?
I felt the burden, heck i even felt so emo!
Everyday i kept thinking about it,
even when i woke up, its the first thing that came out my mind..
I cant sleep at times, and i dint even eat.
My class already started, more and more Assignment is coming up
Plus i mite be working soon.
There's to much stuff i need to think and i cant even think normally..

I felt like breaking down cause you dont seem to understand me..
Yes i tried to msg you, but when you reply saying ''Who's this?''
Makes me think that i dont even know you already.
And im giving up hopes on you.

I never wanted this to happen.

You know who you are.

8/8/09

Crow Zero II

Finally i've watch Crow Zero II!!
Takashi Miike greatest movie adaptation from the japanese manga continues,
this time the movie is set 8 months after the first movie where Genji finally beat Serizawa

As for part II, they're going against Housen. Their fierce rival.
I dont need to tell the synopsis here..better go watch it yourself. I wont spoil it here
This is one of the best Movie i've ever watch.

Tamao Serizawa and Takaya Genji

Genji against the leader of Housen. Narumi Taiga



8/2/09

Beating your heart

I know..
I screwed up...
Im sorry
I know sorry is just word
and it wont change a thing
the way you think about me and all
I Messaged you.
You never replied back.

So..

I understand.
You deserve to be mad at me.

7/31/09

Things i adore...


A picture of London, looks more like Russia to me. But still, its pretty nice view



Some simple random photography.


Here are some arts that i really like..some of this really inspired me to do my work!

This is heaven and hell


I like this picture because of its background and its surrounding..and the way the person edit the picture..not because she's nude!


An explosion of abstract...

I love arts..its like part of me now..
my work may not be as good as the one that i posted..but i know i can improve myself to do better.

Like a drop of blood

Its been weeks i dint update..
i got nothing to blog about except complains...

just got my results this week.
surprisingly
i pass all my 7 freaking subjects!
except i gt a D for my life drawing which i really screw up...
at least i made it to sem 3.

class starts next week, and i cant wait.
im bored
i sleep too much
i even get pissed too much during the holidays..

so i hoped that everything changes next week..
and it will be my last semester here in Kuching..

yes.

Im moving to Cyberjaya next year..

Confuse, happy and sad at the same time..i don't even know how do i feel when i heard the news

7/16/09

I was and always will be

Once i was clueless and pathetic
sitting in front tv
playing video games
getting fat
been cursed by people
and all that shit

I was a Loser!

always and always will be..

when people starts talk shit about me...
without them even knowing that i knew they were talking shit about me..
id keep quiet
cause there's nothing i could do..
even if there is, it'll be worst.
once I've been left out by own best friends and buddy's
i lose hope...
once my love life turn into miserable
i should not be forgive by the person that id tried to love and be with

i deserve to be hated
i deserve to be a Loser
i don't deserve any friends no matter how many fucking times I've said to people that their my best friends!
i dont deserve to be with anybody cause im just another fucking loser who doesn't even know to make a move or to love the person!
i dont deserve anything
i dont.

i wish i could been given a chance
to escape from this pathetic life of mine
away from everybody...

when they ask me to pray
id pray
but i know that this is my life
and it'll never change..
never..

so if there is anybody who hates me
who thinks im a pathetic
loser
asshole
son of a bitch
said that i talk shit bout them when im not
pin point at me for no fucking reason!
said that i dont deserve a friend
and all of those you could think about

well your welcome to say so..

cause i dont deserve any fucking things!!! or anybody!!!
a loser like me wasn't suppose to be here!!
what is the purpose of me being on this fucking planet called Earth!

i guess people just doesn't know how does it fell to be in my shoes..
or to live this life, this pathetic life of mine..

7/15/09

Trave-ling

Will be travelling soon..
Cant wait for friday..
Cant wait for the Manchester United match
Im over exited.

i cant sleep
i cant think well
hell, i cant even eat!

finally a holiday trip with all my buddies..
except for aldrich who just came back..heh..
sorry man..


Just a phase

Results will be out soon..

and im freaking scared

to

FAIL!!

I dont want to repeat

I dont want to study the same thing over and over

I dont wanna be left out

I hope everything will go the way i hope it would..

at least a C in the subjects that im really weak at..

God..help me..

7/9/09

24-7

It's a boring week...
just play futsal
played left 4 dead...again
sleep
eat
Tv

what else....

oh ya..

Cyril's farewell dinner at his house.
i know is a sad day for him..
leaving tomorrow to KL
Wish you all the luck Dude..

Next week..i'll be going to KL too!!
I'll get to watch Manchester United!
Altho my ticket is some sucky sit place..as long i get to see my Favorite team in action against Malaysia.
Cant wait to meet Edwin Van Der Sar, Evra, Vidic, Giggs, Scholes, Ji sung Park, Rooney, Tosic and Micheal Owen!! Yes..Owen..im exited to see the Former Liverpool Legend playing for their own Rivals!! Cant wait to see the Liverpool's fans reaction!!

Altho its a boring holiday..at least i get to sleep 24-7... =)

6/26/09

A tribute to a LEGEND!

1958-2009
Michael Jackson

The inspiring,the entertainer and the King Of Pop
passed away at 2.20pm at UCLA Medical Center

he inspired me in music.
the music
the dance
it was always entertaining..
i grew up listening to his songs

altho im a guy who listen to rock songs.
but his songs are different than any other pop stars..

no one will ever forget his famous Moon Walk
and some of my favorite songs
You Are Not Alone
You Rock My World
Thriller
&
My most favorite
Smooth Criminal!

its too bad that he passed away at an early age(50 years old)...i was shock to hear the news, eventho its a short life for him but his achievement was incredible.it was said that he was working for a comeback show, but sadly..we wont get to see the Greatest Entertainer of all time

R.I.P Michael Jackson
I will always remember your songs and the entertainment that you gave

at the 1995 MTV VMA'S. Micheal was join by Slash for a medly o"Billy Jean" ''Beat It'' "Dont Stop Till You Get Enough'' and ''Black and White"

6/24/09

The First Week Of Silence-week 1

week 1...

its holiday,im happy. for now. i know its gonna be bored for this 2 months. but i can stand it. i know i can.

danson went back today...
good thing he made it to KL today. he though he could not make it to KL after the Saturday incident..
yes.. i almost Punch my own best friend.
We all had limits, but when it reach to my limits.. i swear to God, i would Hit you! Hurt You! like u never seen before. i would even Kill YOU! i swear! im not being dramatic or what, but im a person that doesn't like to be bother or insulted infront of everyone. he knows his mistakes. and i forgive.
i cant ended up punching my own buddy i've known since we were a kid.

btw u still ow me 50 ringgit u bet me..

and. im not angry at you..

altho i was suppose to be happy. but i ended up again with this feeling of being Alone.
reasons.
John will be leaving to KL next month.
Cyril will be leaving to KL next month too..

All my buddys are leaving..

im happy to get to know the 4 of you..

all the memories since sunday school,secondary school,futsal and all the stupit things we do together as friends.

im particuly sad. i am.

it will be the most quiet moment in my entire life Next Month.

Danson,Aldrich,John and Cy..sorry for all those damn fucking mistakes i've done.



John my good buddy


Danson my childhood friend..not


Cyril the guitarist expert


and finally..Aldrich. Never really get a good picture with him..but there he his next to Danson.

Good Luck in everything u do guys

Cheers..and God Bless

6/17/09

The Invasion Begins

What i wanted to kick start my holiday is
a good movie!

Transformers 2!!
i'll be watching this on its OPENING NIGHT!

CANT WAIT! =)

and whats more to come from the movie is the soundtrack!

New Devide from Linkin Park was a great single and soundtrack!
i suggest everyone to watch their new video..
which was cool!

6/16/09

The E.N.D

Finally
our project has come to an end!
so does our semester 2

altho its holiday for us,we still went to campus just to hang out
our 2 months holidays will be damn boring
exception for the RAINFOREST FESTIVAL!!!

cant wait for july...

and august!
that is our sem 3..if i make it
dear god i hope i make it to sem 3!


after presentation...


and finally our group photo.. =)

after our presentation, we all went out to hang out for awhile...but sadly it was not as better than last sem,this sem everyone seems to be seperated..
wish it was like last sem where everyone get along with each other

went to the airport yet again today..
just to say goodbye to alicia who's going back to KL
i dint get much time to hang out with her for her 1 week holiday..hoping to spend more time with my best friends..
its sad that everyone is leaving soon.

one to france

one to KL

and i'll be at KL next year..which im hoping to be a good year for me there..

staying low profile is all i can think.

6/4/09

18 Days To Go and Counting

My sem 2 is coming to an end...very soon..
still have few assignments left..
if i dint send it by this week....IM DEAD!!!!

Next week i'll be having 2 presentations and 1 final exam!!
Im ready for the group project assingments,but the individual...where i have to explain why i choose the painter,why this type of painting and all that...i dont know whether i can do it...

while i dint even study for my final exam of Malaysian studies...

huh.

damn..

i know i can do it...

i know i can..

i wont give up..

and yea...the worst has come...next sem..that is semester 3..i think i'll be going Cyberjaya!
crap...
its not that im not ready to leave..
but i just want to stay here with my best buddies,the chepness of the food here..
free place to stay..
and all i could think about...

i'll see what comes in the next few months..

here are some glimps of our Batik Project




The two master of Batik...fidrus and ageng..


This is only half of the work...its actually finish...
i'll post the picture soon enough...


5/29/09

Hope Decays

Its week 14...
my 2nd sem is coming to an end soon..
wondering why the time pass by really fast...

July will be my 3rd sem...if i make it..

i dont wanna leave to early...
sem 4(next year) means i HAVE to..wait,compulsory!! move to Cyberjaya..
Not interested in Cyberjaya at all....no offence,but im just not interested in KL
i just wanna finish my diploma here or either get a 2 semester at UK or US..
thats where i wanna be...
I dont care bout swine flu.....i just go there to pursuit my study...
i dont care how hard it is to live alone in another country..but hey...its worth it..

having a Recycle Day today at Campus...why am i not there yet??
i'll be going now..will upload picture on the event..

Borneo Beats awaits me!!

5/27/09

I was left 4 dead in left 4 dead..

The obsession over the game...

i just dont know how to explaine...
every week...
at least 3-5 times we'll be playing at the cyber cafe just to play the game,even tho we can play at our own house..
but its more fun when you play with your friends...especially being the infected!!

Me,John,Cy,Raymond..

we just cant get enough of this!!







The few reason why we like to play this game...we just love to blow those suckers up!!!

by the way...we made a good team..

anyone interested...just chat with me through my chat box here...

we would love to challenge YOU!

5/23/09

R.I.P
IRWING LAJA

Altho i dont really know you well...but you'll be remember by your friends,family and the whole Limkokwing Borneo students!!


rest in peace buddy.

God bless you

5/14/09

New Divide is coming!

JUNE 26

Transformers will be officially release!

thats not the only thing im exited about..

"NEW DIVIDE"

the new title and soundtrack for the Transformers:Revenge Of The Fallen by
Linkin Park!

Yup...new song, means new album...soon...i guess..

tho im busy..

still will find a way to Blog these days

been playing Left 4 Dead at Mad Cafe for 1 week..5 times

I guess me,john,cy,theo and raymond just cant stop playing...

5/13/09

FINAL PROJECT

IN

PROGRESS

....

BUSY


NO TIME TO BLOG

AND WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING HERE?????!

WATCH CROW ZERO TO RELIVE MYSELF




good movies helps...

5/8/09

Friends

At first it was such a bad month for me..
for being emo and depressed..

I dint know what get me that day..
But im just tired of it...

No more Emo,Depressed and Sadness..
There's no point of being what can really hurt you the most..

Now

It's different..

Why?

....
Friends
They were there since the beginning,to help and listen...those are friends for..
No one could live without friends..

Im happy again, with that smile on my face..it helps, cause i can concentrate on my assingments...when i was still emo, i couldn't concentrate to do my work...and it suxs! my assingments are all due now..and im racing to finish it...i dint sleep,eat or drink just to finish my assingments...and i dint know how easy it was when i do it! heh..damnit...my ideas always comes last minute...

Everyday is still exactly the same tho...just that i dont drive anymore...since my brother already finish his course in KL..

Oh well..at least im not tired..

Im a happy guy now..
April and May was a great month for me...everything work out perfectly...


Wouldn't forget this...

So please..try to make me happy..not emo anymore..


or else....


5/7/09

K A Z O K U FAMILY

The Kazoku family was born...

We were just like a family since the beginning of college ...

Designing stuff or t-shirts
Doing crazy stuff
Hang out
Talk Crap
Do assingments...slowly...
and some other stuff..etc

glad to be part of the family

The Family





Shuq

Melvin


Me(Tim)


Zami

Qawieem

Elandy


Im happy to have such a great friends..like these people..




5/1/09

35 days later....

Its been a really long time i dint update my blog....

Alot of things happen in that 35days time...some of it were the happy times,sad,and depressed...

I've decided to change myself from the most emo and depressed person ever to a happy go lucky...none of my friends like to see emo,they all know me well...the person who always smile everytime i enter the class...laughing in class,doing crazy stuff with my buddys.. for some reason i've been emmo for the past week...and none of them like who i was that time...some of my friends even told me not to be emo or else she'll smak me! I do realise i have a caring friends..... thanks all..

I know there's no point of being sad and depressed always....what do we get from it??? NOTHING!!
so yea...id rather be happy now...

anyway...


the past 35 days has been great... I join in the Breeze Model Seach with Limkokwing..i join cause i was challenge by my lecturers and friends...*damn*..
Altho i dint make it to the top48..but im happy enough to see my friends were in the list...

2 days ago went to watch X Men:Origins:Wolverine!!! finally i get to see a movie that reall satisfy me enough!! whoever says it boring and suck!! well u dont deserve to watch a great Marvel frachise movies....im a big fan of x men since i was a kid!!


going to watch the movie again this saturday...cant wait!! =)

thats all from me now....