K A Z O K U FAMILY

The Kazoku family was born...

We were just like a family since the beginning of college ...

Designing stuff or t-shirts
Doing crazy stuff
Hang out
Talk Crap
Do assingments...slowly...
and some other stuff..etc

glad to be part of the family

The Family





Shuq

Melvin


Me(Tim)


Zami

Qawieem

Elandy


Im happy to have such a great friends..like these people..

35 days later....

Its been a really long time i dint update my blog....

Alot of things happen in that 35days time...some of it were the happy times,sad,and depressed...

I've decided to change myself from the most emo and depressed person ever to a happy go lucky...none of my friends like to see emo,they all know me well...the person who always smile everytime i enter the class...laughing in class,doing crazy stuff with my buddys.. for some reason i've been emmo for the past week...and none of them like who i was that time...some of my friends even told me not to be emo or else she'll smak me! I do realise i have a caring friends..... thanks all..

I know there's no point of being sad and depressed always....what do we get from it??? NOTHING!!
so yea...id rather be happy now...

anyway...


the past 35 days has been great... I join in the Breeze Model Seach with Limkokwing..i join cause i was challenge by my lecturers and friends...*damn*..
Altho i dint make it to the top48..but im happy enough to see my friends were in the list...

2 days ago went to watch X Men:Origins:Wolverine!!! finally i get to see a movie that reall satisfy me enough!! whoever says it boring and suck!! well u dont deserve to watch a great Marvel frachise movies....im a big fan of x men since i was a kid!!


going to watch the movie again this saturday...cant wait!! =)

thats all from me now....

Faith In need

hate

anger

sad

emo

..............................

what else can i say now.....

how i wish i was somewhere else where problems doesn't follow...

i want to go away...

away..

far away....

where lonely meets loneliness of me...

i guess me being alone...is better...

god..

only you can explaine whats going on with me...

im not alright

im broken..inside..

i show my fake smile..everyday...

why..

tho..im thankfull for my friends who were there to cheer me up...

melvin,jason,zami,qawieem thx for the help...

since the beginning of sem 2...we hang out everyday and talk crap..

doing assingments and play games...

i know i need to face my own problems...but it really is distracting me in my studies...

i would stare and day dreaming...

thinking

thinking

all day long....

i needed faith in myself...

only god can explain

i've never said a prayer before in my life...

never...

starting tonite..

i will..

Every Day Is Exactly The Same

I belive i can see the future
Cause i repeat the same routine

wake up
drive
class
eat
class
drive
eat
watch tv
online
sleep

read from the beginning again and again...that's what i do everyday

i think i used to have a purpose
but then again, that mite have been a dream....
i can feel their eyes are watching
in case i lose myself again
sometimes i think im happy here.....
yet i still pretend

maybe in 2 and a half year it'll change..or maybe not...how sometimes i wish i could get out from the life i had now and move on to another place or country and start a new life..
i dont know how long can i stand..
some people say to me-get over it,chill,relax,dont think too much or get a girlfriend...
the last one could be worst if i choose it..i dont know what kind of person will i be for the person that im about to share a life with..i can be sucky ''bf'' if u know what i mean..or maybe i just read my own blog to myself and maybe i'll know what kind of person am i...
no realtionships for me for now..
the truth
im not a happy guy
im a depressed, emo, blur, angry...person
maybe there's more than that...
if anyone could add that up...i would love for you to comment on my blog and tell me who the fuck am i!

.....

and you know what's the best thing is about at the end of the day?

Tomorrow it starts all over again...

The little things

I get pissed at little things...
dont know why...
i hated it...
i cant changed myself..
who am i if i cant be me...

why cant i be different..
be different..
i know i changed alot..
but changed to another sick son of bastard that everyone have seen everyday by the streets
i drink
clubbing
smoke

i had to get rid of those fucking habits!
and i mean it...
including my habits of getting mad and pissed at small little things!
i hurt my best friends feelings over some small little things...again!

who the fuck am i...?!
all i know..that im just another stupit person that ever lived..

i know god wanted me to appreciate life more...eventho we've been through the worst day,week or years of our life...
i try to lived up to that...
but i just cant do it..

i can deal with fate..but not the little things

Wrong Turn

Yesterday evening was not a day for me to remember..
I was involved in an accident...where? In front of my house...yeah...stupit right.

I was on my way home..i went inside my house junction already,since my mom wanted to use the other car...so i reverse,and i went to parked near the bus stop thats infront of my house..after my mom reverse..so i went in...i look behind at 1st..the bike was very far behind me...so went to inside junction again, and thats went it happen...it happen so fast that the bike rammed me...it was like nex to me...my seat again!! the guy flew away and so does his bike...(i though it was some stunt man doing some stunts but ended up failing)..heh..

anyway

Went out to check him...thank god his alive! if he dint wear his helmet,...well..u know what will happen...he was bleeding on his left arm...i wasn't panic cause i know it wasn't my fault...cause i remember putting on the signal light to the right! so my mom decided to send him to Timbaland Hospital which was the closest...he had to get some stiches..but he was fine..

So my mom settle about the bike and car...and agreed to pay for our own damage..we want this to be settle quick,since his not from kch...

My car..well..the right door was in a total wreck! my sidemirror was gone! serious...i dont even know where...the rim was wreck too due to high impact..so i got no car for the moment...sights!

FUCK...FUCK! SON OF A BITCH!! i curse all day long cause i dint expect it would happen...

Today went to church...some of my friends ask me wheter im okay or not....im glad to have friends that really care tho..i cant really sleep due to the incident..

Oh well...like sherry said...move on...thx for talking chatting with me yesterday tho...she tried to calm me down...but i always insist...haha...wat the heck...i dont even want to remember what happen anyway...

another way for me to forget about it and make me calm these day...is music!! yeah..listening to Rise Against all day long...even when im on my way to church today...haha...so now..im chill and relex...everything is settle,my car is the garage,thinking bout finishing my assingments,play with my cat and dog...yea..normal life resumes...

this is the song that really calm me down...its Rise Against-Heaven knows....who say punk rocks no longer exist!! this is the only punk rock band that always inspired me and made me move on...

Tiredless

Its been long time i dint blog...the day pass by really fast...dint even realize its March
Class started last week...
Tiring..
Morning to Evening..

Yet

i don't feel like complaining..
receive more assignments...all due next week...
the most enjoying class i've been...Photography Class..
Gonna get my Camera soon-Nikon D60..cant wait...
Cause i ended up sleeping for awhile at Civic Center while others are busy taking pictures of buildings and views..

been playing futsal 3 times in 4 days time...very tiring,yet im not satisfied with my performance..so i decided to play more to improve...my fatigue and fitness is kinda low now...i needed a rest...but i dont seem to care bout it...hope to play futsal again this saturday or sunday...

im becoming tiredless these days...i would wake up at 7am to go to campus..due to parking spot and attendence..

but the one thing i would share to all my friends...i fall for someone for the 1st time in 5 years..but i would take things slow...cause i dont want to ruin the friendship between us.....i dint even think about having relationships for now....the word single is still in my mind.

A day to remember

Cant sleep...due to flu..so i decided to blog about what happen that day...

Reach campus at 6.40am..no one was there...i think,but then i walk around..cant find anyone yet except all the lecturers that are busy doing their stuff..
Went to Design Studio 1,found everyone there...finally..i though i was alone..
The usher had get their make up..i had to cause i was force..they dint do much..so went down to take my pin and pass..i was working with jane..witch i know my job will be change again,and it did..working with jane was the easy thing...lead the parents to their sits and thats all..
When the CM and Tan Sri arrive..everyone gather and take pic..i dint join in cause there was too many ppl...

As they all went up..i was handling the food for the guest..the food,well...i was chatting with this girl..i forgot her name(sorry),but were both ended up being friends...since we both are assign to handle the job..transfer the food to another plate, it was a stupit job to do la..then went the noodles arrive..we smell something really awfull..i knew it was the noodle tho,since it arrive the smell was reallly awfull..i meant how could we serve this kind of food!!
Saw ppl eat it..i lose my appitite..some ppl know some dont...eww..

After all the hard works..we went to the MPR to see some performances from the Africans and Local students..it was great tho..i did take some pic..but it was'nt clear..i'll find the pic if i did found it..

here are some pic that i found....i'll post more soon..

Waiting for the arrival of Tan Sri

There he is....1st time i saw him tho..

Some other Vip's

Saying goodbye to all the Vip's,Cm and Tan sri

This was the ending actually...we took pic wit the Tan Sri!

it was fun..everyone cheer and scream!

U can see me!! haha..it was great that day...my hand was red due to none stop clapping..

more pic to upload soon...

The event end at 2.30pm i think...
Altho we are tired...me and my friends went to eat at Hock lee..since we dint eat for lunch..then we went to the arcade to really some tension..doesn't really work..
So we decided to go play Counter Strike..since there was only 1 girl with us..she join in,she was the one who plan to go play it..so we did..
She was a KILLER in the game..i dint underestimate her since she told me that she use to play it always..the rest..well......they were suprise..haha..then we went home to take a rest..since Class starts Next week..so we wont be going out till sunday..

And i was sick when i got home...due to the rain...huh..
Still i was happy to be part of the event..
and im proud to be part of the Limkokwing Univercity..

Cant wait for Sem 2!

72 hours to sleep

Im tired...
woke up at 5.30am..
went for breakfast then to campus...

crap..im really really tired...
i'll update when my mind is ready to write in the stories about what happen...
it was a day to remember at campus tho..

farewell...update soon enough...

For Warrick

The new season and the 1st episode of Csi was the most saddest episode ever! the second one was in Csi Miami where Tim Speedle was killed in a gun fight...

anyway..

The death of Warrick Brown really was not the thing i expected to happen...i wanted him to live and quit csi..safely..but,he ended up dead...shot by Undersheriff McKeen(u son of a bitch!)...the whole team of csi was fooled by him..on the other hand, Sara Sidle came back!! but with a sad face cause she heard about what happen to warrick...the storyline in this 1st episode was really sad and touching...Warrick died cause he knows the truth,he sees Gil Grissom as a father and he had a son! suprisingly! none of the csi members dint really know he had one...it was greg and sara who find out that Warrick kept a secret from everyone..


this is where everyone cried....yea,i did...warrick brown was my favourite character btw...

Warrick Brown had no family,he was raise by his granmother..but then she died...and that makes Warrick Brown a great character in this series..he said that grissom,nick,catherine,sara and greg was the only family he had..

here's a little preview of the 1st episode of the new season..
btw,the song they use in this promo is called The Funeral by Band of Horses..good choice to make me even sad! =(

Day 2- Boring day

As all the lecturers say,today will be the real rehearsel day...we all will learn what to do and say..
so we did...at 11am..yea,i wonder who set up the time at 8.30am! we had to wait till 10 am then we had a briefing for awhile...My post was change(again) now im the Main Usher...my job is to lead the guest or the Vip to the MPR..and i had to entertain them by talking to them..i dont know wheater i can do it or not..since the the big day is 2moro!!! huh...but all i know,that my post will be change yet again..

At 11am..it was panic for all of us..Cause Tan Sri said he will be coming..and yea,he did...we panic and we immedietly take our positions..and we had to do what were train to do...CLAP! yea..thats it..and he went up by himself..

After lunch,we had another rehearsel at 1.30pm...yea rite!? Me and the whole Ushers were waiting from 1.30pm till 3.30pm...nothing!! We were waiting like some retards!
then,all the lecturers came down and we clap(again) farewell to the Tan sri..cant blame the lectureres...their were doing the hard works there...and they apologize for not informing us...Katrina told us that we all should go home and take a rest cause the nex dat,everyone had to come very early..as in 6.30am or 7.00am!

Its been along time i dint wake up that early...haha...oh well..i'll do my best 2moro..

Chaos

All i want to find is...a simple Formal Black Shirt, sumthing like an office wear...and size S
Its damn hard for sumone like me to find it..
Went to tHe Spring...went everywhere in the shopping mall....none...

Then..i went to Boulevard...there i just went to 1 section..and ask them "do u have a office wear,black colour and size S?" ok...so she went looking for it..they say they dont have anymore..so i said i need any brand la..i dont care cheap of wad...i just need it by tonight,cause i'll be wearing it by 2moro...so the women was like telling everyone there to look for it..they ran around,asking got or not,they even ditch the counter,one of them even scream ''did u found it!!??"...wat the heck?! i wanted them to chill...altho it was almost closing time....but chill...but,their hard work dint pay off...cant find any..bleh..

So,i went acroos boulevard to find..and i did found one...simple..ceh,i could have been like not panic too just to look for a Formal shirt...

Sorry for causiong such a trouble...hehe...

Day 1-Rehearsel

Woke at 8.49am..i though i was late,so i quickly take my shower and all...went to campus..
then..i though i was late,saw Sasya there sitting by herself...i dint even see any of the ushers... ok?...after that i just know that the time had change..10.30am..huh..i could have sleep a little bit longer...damn..went for breakfast then came back...right on time, emmanuel said that there's a short breifing with soo boon and katrina..they arrange who and what were suppose to do...

My Job is boring..all i had to do is stand at the door and welcome them,the worst is i had to show any vip's or people to the toilet..bleh...at least being the usher at the ground floor is fun and they get to take pictures with the Tan Sri and all,its more happening there...while im with other 3 students are going to wait at the 3rd floor and lead them to their sits...we went up and down the whole day...and it was tiring...after the rehearsel,i went off to find my formal shirt with Fidrus..dint find any..

Crap...tired now...and im writing this down just to say it....oh well..2moro have to wake up early again...and we have to wear formal! All black! and the damn wheater is hot!

Feb 14-A day to be alone

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO EVERYONE......whoever celebrates it...

i dont know why..but celebrating this..its just of waste of money...why celebrate in on one particular day if you cant celebrate it anytime...i'll be wondering why....i only know,the flowers and some restaurant will raise the normal prices to a higher prices, does'nt anyone realise that or they just dont care...believe me, avoid restaurants and some flowers and candy shops if had to...

As for me...i wont be celebrating it, cause i'll be in campus doing some rehearsel for next week event and i had to stay at campus till 5pm if im not wrong just because Tan Sri Datuk Lim Kok Wing(if im not wrong) wants to see us...i wonder why...heh,anyway i dont really care if i did go or not...im still not interested in celebrating it at all...SINGLE RULES! haha...

Just came back from Planetshakers last nite,it was pretty cool...too bad i dint join the mosh cause my leg was still injured due to futsal and i had to force myself to stand for 1 hour plus if im not wrong, and why are all the TALL GUYS STANDING INFRONT OF ME!?....and the guy who gave a speech to everyone asking all of us to sit anywhere and really wanted us all to sit..he's just weird..cant he see there's like 100+ ppl inside and no space at all...yea,easy to say "sit anywhere"...me and cyril where thinking the same thing..."Easy for him to say,try standing here wit us".....saw some of my friends...suprise to see Jason,Nat(half way meeting me and screaming at me),Brenda....even Zoe,too bad i dint get to met Stephanie,i knew she was coming...but dint saw her anywhere...oh well..

Its 1.27 am...why am i still awake?

Crap..

I need to wake up early again 2moro...i mean later...heh,my scedule is packed starting this Saturday..

Anyways, Happy Vday.....
Just a reminder...anyone of you dating around Taman Sahabat..better be carefull, cause me,cyril,jon,aaron and theodo will desroy your love moment....we'll go around and sing infront of you!!hahahaha....


im serious

Finally!

Since i got nothing much to blog about..
mite as well just blog bout this...

Got my results the other day...and it turn out suprisingly good..
here are my result...not that good la,but im satisfied enough..

Communication English B+
Creative Studies B+
Life Drawing B
Design Studies B-
Moral Studies C+

I really need to improve my moral...heh...i really suck at it,hope i can improve next sem,plus,it will be 7 subjects more
After getting my results, one of the lecturers just chose me to become an Usher(not the singer) for next week event,due to the Chief Minister is visiting the Campus..I mean, i cant believe im chosen? am i suppose to be happy,surprise? watever...but i accept it since i really want to be active in campus..rather than doing nothing...

Went to check out YouTube..just going through some songs and i found a new song that attracts me..Hoobastank new album For(N)ever,was really cool...i keep on listening to it over and over again..
here's one of my favourites



Enjoy the song...lazy to put up the lyrics..hah..this song doesn't mean anything to me..i just enjoy listening to it,and the lyrics are simply amazing...

Everything

Went to airport AGAIN this morning..Just to say farewell to our friend Prakash who's going back to Melaka...3 weeks felt so short..again,more friends are leaving kuching..sights..

As usual...its a boring day..again..

btw..
Happy Birthday Astika..
altho i dont really know you well in class but hey..your still my friend =) haha..
i know your leaving this Saturday...good luck in cyberjaya next sem.....
if your reading this, were going to have a farewell party for you this friday...well not exactly a party..but we'll plan it..haha..seems that everybody is busy these days..take time to arrange things..

Hope that i'll be leaving in 2 years time...since everyone is rushing leaving this place..im not going to rush myself..just hoping the campus in the US complete fast!!

Valentines Days Next Week...and everyone is asking me to make a plan for someone..but,yea....i dont know wheter i should do it or not....my mind is still selecting Single..
huh...wat the heck...i cant even think straight now...
i can assure everyone that its going to be another lonely valentine's day for me...
still...im happy..

Patience is all i need..

I've made to Sem 2..I gt a letter from my college saying that im in sem 2...
All i want is go to sem 2 and not to repeat Sem 1 like my other friends...All this while i though i dint perform well enough...but hey...im there...hahaha..

Cant wait for Sem 2...just 2 more weeks to go...

tHe weiRdo and the Nerd is now an Emo..

HI? my name is Tim....?

"oh, cut this son of a b***h crap!!.."

I used to be this crappy weirdo kid in primary school,i wonder why i was like that..but there's nothing wrong being a weird kid..i guess...??.. im still weird now..but not as weird last time..i think..i used to talk alot and play around too much till i get myself hurt in primary school...till the whole school knows me...well not all,but just the students that are same year as me..but i dint regret to be who i am..i met some great friends through out the year...and experience some...uhh..nvm..
I remember one of my friend ever ask me a question and i answer..afterthat he thinks im weird for the rest of his life! What the heck...
Here's the Question

I forgot his name : How do sleep at Night?

Me : Well,i forced my head into the pillow till i cant breath anymore..the next thing i know..its morning! =)

OK..afterthat give me a long stare...

Forget bout the past...now moving on to my high school!

My 1st day at school...yea,i was a nerd(thats whats i think)...i kept quiet and my specs is always lowered to my nose and my eye kept staring at ppl(which they think!!)...they hated me for doing so cause they though i was trying to create trouble with them...haha..weirdos! I just dont know why they think so...but then they turn out to be my friends now...

After those nerdy words of mine...i turn to be emo in Form 3...weird,i dint even notice that...i know i kept quiet,minding my own business and get pissed so quickly(there my real anger was born!).....i cursed alot...
Especially now...i kept saying Son of a bitch every time i wan to cursed...

But...everything turns out well..heh..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS!!

The other side of me

For the past few months...i had never though i would be such angry person...
I get pissed at small matters and turned it to such a serious matter..
i dont know what's going on with me..
but
im doing my best to chill myself and not to get angry at small matters..
if my habit of these continue,i know it will affect me, my friends and my family...

so...

Im sorry..
especially to..

Sherry
It seems that your the only person i always had been mad at..so, im sorry..i never though i would be such a jerk..i care for you and im sorry if im being such a protective person to you,cause you were my first ever friend at college since the 1st day i've arrive there..i just dont want you to go to wrong path and i just dont want to lose another friend...

John
I've known you for 7 years..sometimes i dont know why i was angry at you for no reason..so,i know that you will always ignore me and try to cool me down when im mad..so thx,im sorry if i ever offended you buddy..

Cyril
Maybe you deserve it,or maybe not..but i was never agry at you,if u ever feel offended..im sorry

Danson
Dude,i've known you since we were a kid..i know you dont remember, but i do...our family are close friends only when they met..we had never had an argument so far....well, maybe once...and it was bad..real bad..i remember i wanted to hit your head with the stick that i had..heh..which you did let me cool down for awhile...
im sorry for what happen in the past....

all im asking is forgiveness...if i dint get any...well maybe i deserve it..4 of you were my best friends,maybe you'll understand what are my intentions..

its a shit life for me...and im changing myself to become a better person..

emo...

im being emo nw...*sights*..
i miss my friends that are leaving to kl...
they were my best friends..
tho...i hv to accept the fact that.. im always alone...

sitting down outside my house and watching the sunset...
it felt so quite...
ive never felt these emptyness before..

i never though i could be so emotional these days...
but then...
hope to see see them soon...

i know i can get over about these in a few days...

Memories..

Went back to Green Road today..just to see some old friends, i had to wake up early due to the raining in the morning...cant even sleep due to cold n fear of flood...again..

Anyway...

After picking up alicia, we went to school just to make a suprise visit cause she only had 1 week holiday here...~sights~ if she had stayed more longer would be better tho,cause sherry's leaving this saturday..

When we arrived at school...to my suprise...the school looks...ORANGE?..i wonder whats going on in school,there's a new pond next to the hall,plants everywhere n even Taylors college banner?...weird...i never though the school would change that much..heh

Went to the Form 6 block..there were many new faces..we did get to met shayndee,shirly,lisa,thevanajahan n syafiq...and suprisingly our Geo teacher still recognise me..haha...he was suprise n impressed(i think) to heard that lycia is studying chef and im studying design..tho,im glad to meet him..

Wish we could stay more longer but we dont much time...but we did make plan to go out this Sunday!! Cant Wait...

U cant hear my bass...cause i sux!

Our servers guild held a praise & worship that monday night(or yesterday night)?, it was great tho.. there was a few mistakes..i dint get to perform, due to my EXPERT-ness of my bass with no sound! yea,laugh..i dint know...and no one give me any sign saying that my bass has NO SOUND! at all....i only can hear it nex to me..thats why i dint care at all...

BUT!!...

Nex month...i had been appointed to lead the band to perform...huh...wat the heck..i'll do my best..
Just hope that i wont be criticize again! like the last time...mempermainkan tuhan!!????? Wtf!!! i dint even know ok!! I'll do my best nex month! and this time my bass will have sound!! HAH!

now...i need to find a few songs..if i can...heh...

do come...NOT!

p a t h o l o g y

" i swear by Apollo, Asclepius, Hygieia and Pannaca...
and I take to witness all the Gods, all the goddesses...

I will prescribe regiments for the good of my patients according to
my ability and my judgment and never do harm to anyone...."

Being a Pathologists is what i always wanted to be. but somehow, im not meant for it. reasons..will i get use to see dead bodies,blood,brains,testicles and some other stuff that can make people puke...i know this job is kinda nasty and dirty...but still,its a job that i would love to have..its not that i want to take advantage on the dead bodies or what,its what i want to for medical,i dont know what am i saying..finding the cause of death or perform an autopsy is pretty cool to me...

Now...as i move on,i know i could not turn back...studying at Limkokwing taking Animation & Multimedia Design is good enough for me..and im proud to be part of the Limkokwing College..they say use all your creativity, and so i will...

I will forget about trying to be a pathologist...

Now i'll be focusing to be a Game or Animation Designner...
the pathologist thing..was just my second choice if i dont get to study in Limkokwing...

Alone

"Such a lonely day"

That's what been going in my mind these days...My sis went off back to KL today, the house has less noise now..bored..i miss my sis..no one to bully or to disturb,even my brother is leaving this week..eventho it has been like this since last year, i just need my family around me...
I even saw danson at the airpot today...he also went off to KL..

~sights~

Everybody's leaving..
Sherry will be leaving in like 11 days time..
John, he could be leaving after taking he's results from college..
So does Cyril after his SPM results...

All my best friends are leaving....

Being alone is not what i like tho..eventho i still have some friends in kch,but my best friends are the people i always hang out with everyday...
They kept asking me to follow them to KL...but i insist..cause all i wanted is to finish my Diploma here and continue my Degree at Limkokwing's new campus in US(if it's completes in time)...and i'll be patience..

All i ever wonder is......how does it feels when every of your friends are leaving....and your the only one that's left....

My new year resolution...

ITS 2009....so? I wanna start over again... the year 2008 has been such a memorable year for me...

Why??....well,i've experience working, hearbreaking moments, saddest days of my life, meeting new friends, old frieds starting to PALAT!....i shall never forget the past, 2008 is a year for me to remember...

NOW

2009

I wanna start over again
Be different(not to say be a jerk or an asshole)
Do all my assingments IN TIME
Find a part time job while studying
Be more manner and appropriet
Stop wasting money
Dont go CLUBBING anymore!!


Its all im asking for...eventho i do not know how to say a prayer,but i know that i can say it, cause recently,i went to Doulos to buy a Bible..& its pretty cool...i never though that i would brought a Bible...

I cant wait for my Sem 2 to begin....& yea,i LOVE ALL MY ASSINGMENTS!! Dont get me wrong or give me the look of death..i learn somethng from all the assingments...

& now i shall leave these spaces wit memories....

2008

Helpless people,dont save them....save yourself...


Stupit stuff that we do...


its all about the view....


I shall keep this pictue in my mind always....

Oh yea...and sherry, i admit...I am going to miss you when you go to KL..
I hope everything goes well for you there..
& i'll hope you'll be Happy always!
Thx for being a great friend....

Booze...

Im not addicted..im not desperate...or maybe..heh...nvm...its already 2nd of december,this morning i sit for my finals...it was easy...i dunno why...my friends would kill me if said that in front of them....but,what the heck...i dont give a damn...now my mind is focusing on Damai!! The reason why me & my friends went to damai every end of the year is mainly cuz of the beach,the view the peacefull night and of course...Booze....if there is no booze,then its no fun at all...seriously...you could'nt live without it...since i know a girl name Sherry(iboh terasa,this is a compliment,hehe).....we went out clubbing always..so yea..booze booze booze...ive seen it always..lets just say every week..heh....the only booze i would like is Vodka!! but during clubbing,we always ended up with chivas...huh...im getting tired of it....haha...and i cant wait for damai..cuz i'll be bringing Vodka!!!

Absolut Vodka!



This boooze only appear in front of me when KING PAUL is with us...

The ever popular....Chivas regal..


Thats my top 3 of booze....hehe..

As the days passes by..

Its been 2 & a half month already since i 1st start my college....and it has been great,even if i had to catch up with the subjects...but i manage to complete every single assignments by this week....i had a great time alongside some new friends i've met.....we've all spent alot of time hanging out instead of doing our works...even the lecturers had given us warning,but we still behave the way we are...heh....now the semester has end...& i still had 2 final exams left,that is Moral studies & Communication Studies...which are...quite easy....haha...seriously! It is...

Oh well..i cant wait for nex semester....gt 2 & a half month to waste....

The Class Of Design....this was after our Final Presentation..

The Happenings..

Its been a busy month for me.....from church work,clubbing to college assingments....its non-stop...i cant barely stand the burden that i have these days....but i tried my best to be happy with it, i shouldn't be complaining too much,since i wanted it tho....heh...here are some pictures....it will explaine everything...

Clubbing at Mojo
Vain...NOT!!

I dont have to explaine....danson was high....

Since he came back...we just cant stop going out 24-7...its great to have danson back...
Sounds so gay...i notice that...*sights*

Server's Dinner At Kingwood Inn

Me,Fredonia & Fay

After The clubbing week...i went for the Server's Dinner at Kingwood Inn..too bad,my eye was bruised due to futsal match the nite before...


Now this is Vain....exclude me...heh


My bruised eye...while el(mom) is trying to take a pic of us...


Me,El & Winnie...nice pic...

but then.....


So called Cat Fight between me & winnie...haha...while el sempat posing for the camera...

Shisha At Little Lebanon


This was after Shisha....i'll upload sum pic of us shihsha-ing.....soon...

And finally....My Group Project called "Innovate Sarawak"...Its our final project....& its gives us alot of stress working on a A1 or A0 canvas......we were given 3-6 weeks to do...but we started las min...heh...thats what every student does...


This is our canvas....& our sketching...I know,there's pink....since the lecturers wanted us to make it look striking...so....we did....heh...we do had sum fun time while doing the canvas.....

Thats all for now.....

TAGGED BY TIM

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instructions with your picture.
5. Tag 10 people to do this.

Sherry

Chrislynn

John De Damn

Dancy Boy



Whover thinks their Tagged!

Cheap!

Last Saturday nite....was an embarassing nite...for me.... *sights* Thx alot John...

It aint a long story...that nite me & john went to watch ManUtd match at lou yaw....which ended up in dissapointment...they draw.....huh....anyway, then we went to Links to pick up Sherry,cuz she was in at the UCS Prom Nite, at the same time....me & john desperately try to find a parking space cuz we wanted to pee....(real bad)......we were searching the whole place like a bunch of retartds....so we went to Links..which happens to be a club....

After done pee-ing??........uh,watever....ignore my bad english....& yes Im Sober NOW!

Anyways,while waiting for Sherry, John Suggest that we should drink sum beers while waiting...I dissagree at 1st,cuz for 2 days in a row we went out just to drink alchohol....then at last he finally convince me to get sum......While we were heading towards the Bar,i notice the bartender was looking at us the whole time....then we realise that we were wearing short pants,sandle & t-shirt,& i happen to wear a ManUtd Jersey....DAMN!! The worst is yet to come,when me & john having a hard time choosing beers....

Here's the conversation between ME , JOHN & The Bartender!

John:Uhh.....excuse me,How much is 1 bottle of Carlsberg?
Bartender: Its RM 17.00
John: Owh....um....tim how wei?
Me: Uh..i dont know....u suggests lah...u wanted it...not me...
John: But you agree just now!!
Me: Owh..yea ho....uh..watever lah...as long its beer...
John: uh..what your cheapest beer here?
Baetender: Tiger Beer...its RM 12.50
John: Owh,ok...then Tiger beer lah...
Me: k...
John: um...1 bottle..& 2 cups...
Bartender: ???????(I know he's thinking about something,but i cant figure it out)

As The bartender serve us...he pour the tiger beer to each of our cups...which mine only half a glass....(1 bottle is not enough....AT ALL!! Learn That JOHN!) Then John ask the bartender for sum ice.....which sum ice turn into 1 big bucket of ice...!! So, i take 1 ice & i slip while holding the ice...it splash into my beer..which makes my place where im sitting look like a guy who doesn't know how to drink! Then,i realise that the Bartender was laughing out our ass!!

Then,sherry came...so we told her our story...-i think-...after that she decided to buy sum drinks too..too make us not look cheap! But,when she order the cocktail,we just realise that the cocktail that she order............was only.. Rm 10.00......

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Damn....why cant we read the menu properly....& it makes us look even Cheap than ever....

THX ALOT JOHN! I realise that everyone was looking at us......How embaressed....

It aint worthtless..BITCH!

When i first take my Animation & Multimedia Design, i though it would be easy....cuz mainly it will be jz drawings...well,of course its all about drawing,but its freaking hard...when it comes to Life Drawing...the lecturers would put up anything including a plant,helmet,chairs & about everything!! And we have to complete it by that day...huh..& we had to play with colours,charcoals soft pastels that are not easy to handle with....my drawings look like a piece of crap!!

But....i try my best to do all my assingmenst...even if it takes years to do...i cant let my dreams to become a Game Desingner to be destroyed just like that,i'll do my best to improve myself,& i cant never hated my assingments!!......Designs shall never be underestimate...one of my friends says that design is like a peice of rubbish! No future & not worth it! Well FUCK YOU BITCH!! Im not the one whose working under some ppl & own Rm1500 per month!! Even with that money you wont even have enough money to buy yourself a HOUSE!! Think your better than me......sheess.....I'll prove to you that Designs is not worthless...designs are important to every one in their daily life...arts,fashion,architechture,interior...anything that had to do with designs is important!

And now.....i got to finish my assingments....heh...

Music is everything to me!

When it comes to music...im obsess with it..Today(not officially), Rise Against had finally release their new album! Appeal to Reason is their 5th album.their 1st single to be release called "Re-Education",i listen to all their tracks in youtube...it was cool...i notice that they have change their style of music...but the lyrics are the one that attracts me..especially "Hero Of War" & "The Strength To Go On"

Some of the fans were complaning & dislike the band because they really change their style...yeah,i admit i do like the old albums "The Sufferer & The Witness",Siren Song of The Counter Culture","Revolutions Per Minute" & "The Unraveling"..those four albums include the best song of the year because of their cool rythm,lyrics & SCREAMING!! That was the only thing that was missing from their new album...even they change their style,i still listen to their music! The fans should appriciate what the band had release,cause they've been through alot just to make 1 album...True Fans never ever dislike their favourite Bands even they had change!!

The New Album Cover!

Holidays

Last Week i went to Fredonia's Birthday Party at Penview Inn...wat a birthday,i never have that kind of birthday party before...cuz i like my birthday to be simple..haha...kinda lazy to write wat happen but i'll post sum pictures....

Elroy,John & Me

Poco-poco...i hate to do it...but i was tempted....


Hershel,me,Elroy,Rinnie & John...The Weirdo's

Fredonia,me & Chyntia

Then..During Raya..I went visiting with my friends...We went ot few houses..make me sick..eat to much...haha..happen to everyone tho...

Craving for more....



The Next Day,our church have a ADYC Youth Nite..sumthing like that..anyways...i went early to help them..me & Nathaneal ended up cutting vegetables...while the rest..doing the easy job...damn..take advantage on us....seems like only me & nat are doing all the hard work....arranging the tables & chairs..thtas all...doesn't seem that hard..heh..

Then at nite,we were having fun..the praise & worship work out really well...

We were having fun with the ballons.








Then,the fun continues...the next nite...i went to grappa...just for fun...but my fun,din't last long...by 12...or before 12...i was drunk....i dint really remember what happen...but i know i dance...& i was enjoying learning the YMCA!!! Yeah,i love that song...america's favourite song of all time...haha..

I was wasted that nite....



After 3 & a half hour of clubbing...we went home..& i had to drive home by myself...good thing i was still myself that time..or else i wont be reaching home...

And Finally today....all my friends went back to KL...even aldrich,his flight was 11am..too bad..i wanted to go to say farewell...but din't get to do so.....at least we chat while we were in church this morning...in the evening,i went to the airport to send my brother....

Now...The days are as usual...tomorrow have class..felt lazy to go...i miss the HOLIDAYS!! Cant wait for the nex holidays!!

Hanging-out

My class was quite boring today....dunno y,but the lecturer is a....boring guy.....but the rest of the lecturer,always make a joke & making fun of each other..heh..thats the fun a part...after class,i went lunch with sherry & chrislynn...we went lunch sumwhere near bishopgate?....i forget the name of the place but watever.....then we went to spring to take my jeans which had not been done yet...so,we went window shopping a f.o.s...yea..kinda weird watching 1 guy window shopping with 2 girls...heh..wat the hell am i talking about........anyway.....we were playing around trying out some jackets..

I look like a retard here..

But then,we piss out some of the workers...haha..who give a damn...we were bored...wat do u expect....we were just trying to have fun.... =)

College

Finally,last week i began my college....i though i was dreaming,but....there i am...following my dreams...My 1st day at Limkokwing,i was so sakai...haha..as usual...they gave me a map,which i dun understand.....my class is on the 3rd floor...& i hate stairs...i have to walk all the way there just for a 3hour class...damn... the rest of the days went really well..just that im tired of driving...thats why i hate manual cars....they did gave some assingments,sure people hate assingments...but i love my assignments...cause my assingments is just drawings....

thats all for the update...

p/s: john...there i update it...4 christ sake..i gt no time..unlike u...lepak jak keja...u hv a test in 2 month time! get your ass moving!!

Those 3 words

Last Sunday,me,jon,cyril & elroy went to our friends house for a barbeque.. at first we were lost,all thanks to elroy! Sure its very dark to see the signboard on the roadside but he just pinpoint..heh..finally,after a 20 mintues in an unknown places..we reach to our friends house..we were juzt hanging out,eat & had some drinks...we did have some vodka & wine..while were enjoying ourself,one of my friends said that we have a meeting the next day at church,so cant drink alot...so were wondering who will be coming....

While the others are busy drinking,i decided to msg my friend who happens to be the girl that i like,i asked her whether she was coming, she said maybe...then i dont know why,but i just decided to ask her a question..i told her that i love her..do u?....at first she thought that i was drunk(damn),actually i wasn't drunk at all....then she ask since when,i told her since the first time i saw her....sure we were close friends,we had known each other for years now,few months ago she told my friends that she like me...i dint belive at all...but every of my friends says the same thing....so that night,i decided to ask her......then she said that 'sorry,its not like im rejecting you, because her heart was hurt by someone....i wonder who......it takes alot of guts to say that to someone that i like...i apologize to her for saying so at this kind of time...i know in her mind she'll be wondering why now.....then she immedietly say goodnight....after that we all decided to go home...the whole journey i was so jiwang heh...not the usual me....jon & cyril give some advice, & they say that it takes alot of guts to say that 3 words to her...

The next day i went to the meeting...she dint show up..im not suprise at all...during the meeting,they said that im going to help up with her during the sale......owh wat the heck...they all kept teasing me being with her....heh,i guess they dint know what happen the night before...after that,i msg her to ask her about the sales this coming saturday...after 3 msg..i dint want to msg back..but then she msg me back..we had chat till night..then she ask me wheter i can be his step brother or something like that...i said sure i dun mind...i guess thats a way to prevent me from being with her.....

After all ive been through,i decided to forget about it....& move on!!

When i posted my shout-out in my MSN saying 'Im not alrite,im broken inside broken inside!!' it kinda attract sum of my friends,they kept asking 'u ok?' till now.......haha...i cant live without this friends....i may not have a person to love,but i have friends that cares....thank god i have friends like them!